i'm addicted to you ⇨ jian

chapter six

jc's pov

I knew if what Kian was hiding from me was important that he wasn't just going to tell me, so I had to think of a way where he would. I thought of seducing him, then I was like wait no, he's not gay. I myself am pretty sure I'm bisexual, because I've had many small crushes on guys, and never felt fully happy with a girl. "Kian" I knocked on his door. "Yeah" he replied, I walked in to see him in his desk on his computer. "What's up?" He asked casually, I then questioned if I really wanted to keep pushing, it may seem like I'm too clingy. "I don't know I'm just bored" I decided to say instead of 'please tell me what's going on.' "Well that's not my problem" he shot at me. "Woah, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed. You're cranky!" I laughed. Kian didn't seem too amused as he just ignored me and turned his attention back to his computer. "K, whatever" I said giving up and walking away, he didn't seem in a very great mood.

I texted most of Kian's friends to see if they said anything about why he's been acting weird around me, but most said he hadn't said anything to them. I was waiting on a few more replies when Kian came storming in. "What the hell is wrong with you?" He shouted holding up his phone, it was a text from one of his friends I had texted saying 'yo Jc just asked me if I knew anything bout the drama between you two, like I care lol' "Well I want answers, you're not giving them to me" I simply put it leaning back into my chair. "Well keep digging, you're not going to find anything because nothing happened last night!" He screamed. I just laughed a huge smile on my face, he just gave me the answer I was looking for. "Why are you laughing" he shot, not impressed. "Because you just gave me my answer. The first time I asked if you were okay, I never mentioned anything about last night, so clearly something happened. So spill or not right now, I will find out" I stated, I was impressed by my great detective skills and confident case-voice. His face went blank, then he had a look of astonishment on his face, then that look heated to anger. "You really want to know what happened!" He fumed at me, I nodded. "We kissed!" He yelled. That was it? That was the 'big secret?' "Kian, that's not that big of a deal" I said. He looked like his blood was boiling and he sucked in a huge breath getting ready to say the longest speech of his life, but he shut his mouth and stormed out of my room.

I didn't know why Kian was making such a big deal out of this, we were drunk and we kissed, what was the big deal?

"Kian?" It was the next day and Kian still hadn't come out of his room since his little tantrum the previous day. "Kian, you need to eat." I continued knocking on his door. There was still no answer so I decided to go in. Kian sat in his bed on his phone. "What are you doing?" I asked, hoping he had moved passed whatever was bothering him. "I'm on my phone" he said lifelessly. "Wanna do something?" I asked. "Can't. Meredith is coming over soon." I shook my head, why was he still acting this way?

I ended up just going out with Dom, "yeah, and then he's just been like ignoring me, like dude, we were drunk who cares." I finished telling Dom about Kian and his attitude. "Maybe when you guys kissed, he felt something and he's scared of his true sexuality" Dom said as we walked down the side walk. "Woah" I said, shocked. That actually made sense. "What?" He questioned as he opened the door and walked into the bar, I followed. "You said something smart Dom, like that actually makes alot of sense" I laughed, he glared at me. "Except the fact that Kian is the straightest person I have ever met" I finished. "Dude, no he's not" Dom said looking kind of shocked that I would say that. I just laughed. "He tries to kiss you in like, every video you make. That screams 'I'm not straight, I'm just too afraid to tell anyone' Dom said looking very serious. "I guess" I shrugged then taking sips of my beer.

When I got home Kian and Meredith were hanging out on the couch. "Hey" I said walking past them. "Hey" Meredith said back, I mostly said that to Kian, but I knew he wasn't going to answer. I layed in my bed with my laptop on my lap, 'could what Dom said be true?' I asked myself "I guess it makes sense" I said to myself in a low voice.

Sorry! This is kind of a boring chapter, but I have big plans for the next one!