i'm addicted to you ⇨ jian

chapter eleven

kian's pov

I didn't even know what I was thinking when I was madly making out with Jc, my thoughts were all over the place. Next thing I knew Jc was roughly pushing me down onto his bed, I got kind of scared at where this was going because it was my first time with another boy. Jc climbed back ontop of me pulling off my shirt as quickly as he could, then pulling off his own. I could see how bad Jc wanted this, so I flipped us over so I was ontop and kissed and sucked on his neck making him slightly moan.

I smirked and kissed him passionately, biting his bottom lip making him slightly part his lips to let my tongue slip inside of his mouth. I pinned his arms above his head for the look of dominance, even though he could push me off in a second. I could feel him fiddling with my belt buckle, trying to get it open. I then could feel myself getting hard and it getting painful, so I helped him till my pants were on the floor.

I kissed all the way down to Jc's stomach leaving marks in a line. I looked up at him, seeing his eyes closed and moans leaving his mouth. I could see his hard through his pants so with one hand unbuckled his belt and unzipped his jeans, throwing them on the floor beside mine. I grinded my hips against his, making him cry out he wanted it so bad. "Kian, please!" He begged. "I know baby boy, I-" the door opened and heard someone yell "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?"

I looked over at the doorway and saw Trevor, laughing. My face immediately went red. "I..... Can..... Not believe this!" Trevor yelled between laughs. "Jian is real! Ricky, come here! Holy fuck!" I could not believe him. "Trevor! Get out!" He closed the door and I could hear him laughing outside. I grabbed my clothes and quickly put them on, then I looked at Jc. His face was bright red and he had so many emotions on his face. "Jc?" I quietly asked. "What were we doing?" Was all he said.

I left Jc's room (with all my clothes on) and found Trevor laughing and Ricky with his jaw dropped. "Kian!..." Ricky just looked at me. "Looks like Jian is on board the gay train!" Trevor laughed, how could he be laughing. I started to cry, "Trevor, this isn't funny!" I ran up to my room. I buried my face in my pillows and let out all the tears from the past week. "Jc and I were going to have sex!" I said to myself, the thought made me cry more. 'Am I gay?'

"Kian? Kian please come out!" It was Ricky softly knocking on my door. "Trevor didn't know it was a sensitive subject" Ricky tried to comfort me. "Yeah, I got that. He thought it was funny!" I screamed back through tears. "Can I come in?" He finally asked. "Yeah...." I trailed off because I really did want Ricky to come in even though I was angry at the whole world. He softly opened the door, then shutting it behind him and sat down on the edge of my bed. "Ricky, I don't know what it is. I don't think I'm gay I just...." I stopped and sniffled a bit. "It's just Jc, he's the only one" I looked away from Ricky, I didn't want him to laugh at me like Trevor did. "It's okay Kian." Ricky comforted me. He chuckled a bit, "on the bright side, at least you know Jc likes you back" I laughed a bit too, "yeah." Well that's what I thought, I thought Jc felt the same way.