i'm addicted to you ⇨ jian

chapter three

jc's pov

I don't know what came over me, I pushed my way past Meredith and she stumbled a bit, it's not my fault she's clumsy then Kian punched me. I couldn't help but punch him back, how could he take her side he's known her for like three months and I've known him for four years! But onced I punched him, I couldn't stop. Meredith tried to get me off him but she took one tiny push to get out of the way, after that she kept screaming like an annoying little dog and kept threatening to call the cops. Then I kicked Kian in the face and he passed out, it wasn't till that point when I realized what I did. He had bruises all over his face and arms and probably where his clothes were covering up too where I couldn't see. I didn't know what to do, then I heard Meredith, "um hi, I need an ambulance, my boyfriend just got beat up" I went to my room and sat on the edge of my bed and put my head in my hands 'what do I do?' I thought, obviously Meredith was going to tell them I beat the shit out of him, so I left. As I was in the hall leaving our apartment building, I heard the sirens. I hurried my pace but ran into the paramedics in the hall, they passed me like i was an ordinary person and rushed to my apartment.

I was in a club and it was 12:00 am. I lied to Kian, I wasn't meeting a girl, I couldn't. I went outside of the club and ended up in an alleyway and saw some guys smoking I approached them kind of drunk "hey can I have one?" I asked desperate. They handed me a cigarette and a lighter and for some reason I felt like smoking. I left after that and I was just walking down the street when my phone rang, Kian. I was deciding if I acually wanted to answer this call. I ended up answering it. "Jc?" Kian asked I couldn't tell if he was angry or not. "Yeah?" I said drunkenly puffing on the cigarette in my mouth. "Where are you?" I didn't answer the question and asked my own "are you okay" I said apologetically. "You broke a rib, but I'll survive" Oh shit. Shit. I broke his rib. "Jc where are you I want you at the hospital, Meredith left." I laughed "pfft nice girlfriend" i said taking another puff of the cigarette. I coughed a bit and apparently Kian thought something of it. "Are you smoking?" He asked astonished. "No" I quickly shot, "I can't come to the hospital" I stated "why not?" Kian asked sadness in his voice. "Because I, am having way too much fun" my voice sounding extra drunk, then I hung up. I went back into the club and took another ten shots to drown the pain that I hurt the guy I care about most.

By 2:00 am i was pathetically throwing up in the run down bathrooms at the back of the club. I finally finished puking and took another sip of ny beer. I was shitface drunk. And that's the last thing I remember before waking up in an unfamiliar bed. I looked around the room, a hotel room. I looked beside me to see a naked sleeping girl. She had blonde hair and was quite small. I got up rubbing my head, god I had the worst headache. I grabbed all my things, put on my clothes and left. I checked my phone 2:00 pm. 'Nice Jc' I thought. I called an uber home and was still stumbling down the hallway when I reached our apartment. I went in and saw Kian on the couch. "Where have you been?" Kian barley got out, like he had so many questions. "Out" i said and headed to my room rubbing my eyes, god it was bright. Kian followed me to my room, "I called at 4:00 am and you were so drunk you couldn't talk, all I heard was 'weed'" he yelled. "Shhh be quiet" i whispered putting my finger over top of my lips. "Whatever, anyway, I'm going to New York with Meredith tomorrow just letting you know" he said slamming my door shut as he left.