A/N: Hope you liked the first part. I know It's really short but I will try to work on that ;) enjoy part 2.
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I wake up by the sound of tinkling glasses. I am afraid to open my eyes, so I decide to just keep them shut. I first want to listen and make sure I´m save. Am I dead or am I still alive? I secretly hope the tinkling sound was something like a last sound from earth and that when I open my eyes, I’m in a whole other place which is much more happier. “Alice! Alice!”, I hear in the distance. “Alice?!”, I hear again but this time a lot more clear. “Alice, are you there?”
I open my eyes and I see Jason from nothing more than 2 inches away from me. He starts to smile bright as soon as he notices I’m awake. The only thing I am able to say is: “fuck!”. And as soon as it appeared, as soon the smile wipes of his face and he stares surprised at me. After a long awkward silence he finally asks: “Why are you not happy? You survived”. “That’s the point!” I say, while I look around to observe the room I’m laying down in. “How long was I asleep” I ask while I inspect the light green curtains that hang in front of the window. When I don’t get a reaction I slowly turn to him. I see him looking down at the wristband I gave him when we were together for 5 months. It was a black leather wristband with little silver rings in it. “How long have I been gone?!”, I ask again, only a little irritated. “well…”, he started “If the doctors wouldn’t have been there on time, you would be gone forever. But now it was for about 34 hours I think…”. After he said that he sat down in the chair besides me and just looked down to the ground, thinking.
“What are you thinking about?”, I ask after a long silence. “Nothing… just… I don’t know”, he answers. “You don’t know what?”, I ask. “Just… ugh… I don’t know about us”, I hear him saying with the tears in his voice. “How do you mean?” “Well… I want you to be truly happy and I tried everything, but in the 7 months we’ve been together right now… I don’t know… It just feels like I’m trying to make you feel like the most special girl in the world and the only thing I see is you feeling worse.” I just don’t know what to say. I can’t imagine a world without him. He has always been there for me and at the moment I need him the most he is just leaving me. Again there’s a awkward silence, and after about 4 minutes I ask: “So… so you mean this is a break up?”
