It was Mickena and Keegan. ‘But how the hell did they get here?’ Mickena looked really pissed and Keegan looked really confused. ‘That’s right only Mickena knew. Now Niall and Keegan. GREAT!’
“How did you guys get here?” I asked with Niall’s hand still over mine.
Niall said “We flew them out because they both kept blowing up your phone, worried sick about you.”
“Instead of them explaining it to us over the phone, they asked us to come out to help with you and your new found homesickness,” Keegan said still a little confused “and to tell us what happened.”
Niall took his hand off mine taking the blade with and put it into his pocket. He put his arm around my waist and led me to the bed as Keegan finished talking. Just as I sat down Mickena stormed over to me pissed beyond all reason and almost punched me but she stopped because she realized that Niall and Keegan are still in the room.
“Niall. Keegan. Can you two please leave the room for a few minutes, I want to talk to Lillie alone” Mickena said.
‘Here we go…again’ I thought ‘the same old talk about how I shouldn’t do that and it’s not good for me to self-harm. I’m not only hurting myself but the others around me…blah blah blah blah blah.’
“Lillianne. What. The. Fuck. Were. You. Thinking?!” she said; she sounded pretty irritated too.
‘That is defiantly not the same old talk she gives me’ I thought.
“Uhmmm, what?” I asked pretty confused.
“Packing your blades first off, secondly letting Niall know you do that and third you and Niall” Mickena said.
“You know I just can’t leave them lying around back home, mum doesn’t know. That’s the second time he has caught me in just an hour. And I’m not really sure what’s going on between us.”
“You’re not sure?! He spends the whole f-ing week taking care of you, and you’re not sure!”
“Mic, calm down. Remember I just woke up today, haven’t got much time to talk to him or any of them for that fact.”
“Oh, yah, forgot about that sorry, boo. Hold the phone, what do you mean second time he has caught you?” she said with much emphasis on the word second.
I looked down at my hands for a few seconds and slowly reached up to unwrap my arm. I heard a gasp from Mickena before I even started to take off the band aid. She whispered something to herself about knowing why my arm was bleeding so much at the time. It didn’t take as long to take it off as I thought it would. My arm didn’t look as bad as I thought, either. You could see where the new ones cuts mingled with the older ones and where the scars were mingled with the cuts. I looked up at Mickena and she had tears streaming down her face.
“I must have relapsed before I got on the plane, I don’t really know. My memory hasn’t come back from that far back. And then as you can tell form the fresh ones I relapsed about an hour ago. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean it. There would be more but Niall came in and stopped me. And when you guys had walked in that was the second time he caught and stopped me. I’m sorry” I said hanging me head so I wouldn’t have to look at her.
I heard the door open and shut. I felt the tears start rolling down my cheeks. I fell back onto the bed and started to cry uncontrollably. The next thing I felt, before I fell asleep, was two people get on the bed and wrapped their arms around me and one of them started singing “Diana”.
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