Wait...What Happened?

How I Saved Their Lives

Me and Lou walked out of the room after trying to wake Liam, which didn't work at all.

"He must be exhausted to be in that deep of sleep" I said walking out of the room and closing the door.

"I would say so, too. From the time you left this morning till the time you let us back into your room he was pretty much working out or running the whole time. It's his way of coping with things." Louis said sitting down on the couch in the living room.

"Just like how I used to cope with cutting and now my videos" I said more to myself than to him.

"That's it, Lillie. You know, if it wouldn't of been for your videos I don't think any of the members of One Direction would be who we are today."

"Really? How's that?" I said kind of in shock.

"Yah. I think you started them the same year all five of us auditioned for The X-Factor. We didn't know who you were until they put us together as a group. I believe it was Harry who found you. He was watching some of his favorite YouTubers when you were in a giant colab with them. We all thought you were extremely pretty and very talented." Louis said stopping to watch me blush and then laugh. "Well anyways, we pretty much stalked you, not going to lie. We subscribed to your channel, found your Twitter, your Facebook fan page, Instagram, Vine, any social media site you were on we followed you and made sure we got notifications when you post something. I guess you could say we were total fangirls...ur uh well fanboys."

"Awe; that's totally cute! Not really stalkerish at all. When I find a new band or YouTuber, I do what you guys did to me. I even did it to you guys when I started being a fan" I said, this time watching Louis blush.

"Yah, I guess it's kinda normal. Anyways, some of your videos did hit right near home. For Niall, it was the ones about self-harming, for Zayn it was the ones about undiagnosed bipolar disorder, for Harry it was the ones about the mental abusive relationships, for me it was the ones about eating disorders and for Liam, well his were pretty much all of them. And we were all also dealing with depression as well but we never would let our fans see it or any of our problems. I think they'd all be surprised that we were going through all of this. If it wasn't for you Lillianne, we would not be the same. Although you had some serious vids, you still had those goofy pointless ones, as well, that showed us hope that things will get better. And they did get better, the only one I know who still struggles with his, Niall."

I had to use all my self control not to cry. I love these boys, they saved me like I've saved them. I sat there in thought, thinking about what Louis said. I guess you never know how you really affect people. I started thinking about the day I woke up here, not even six foot from where I was sitting. I tired to think about the day of the accident, I only remember the flight over. I don't even remember the week before I left. I don't remember saying good bye to Spencer or Sheldon or even my best friends. I don't remember packing my bags or even going through airport security. I'm not sure what it was, but something snapped me out of my thoughts. I looked at Lou.

"Hey, Lou can you go into the room and get my chips and drink, please. I haven't ate at all today and I'm getting kind of light headed" I said in a pleading voice and giving him my best puppy dog face.

"Sure, I can get it from the room" he said getting up off the couch.

"Thanks, Louie" I said.

After he left the living room, I pulled my waist band of my pants down to look at the bruise. There were five finger tip impressions that were turning black, blue, and a purpleish. Then there was the a full thumb impression and almost full finger impressions, as well. They weren't as dark as the finger tips were but all in all the whole area where his hand was hurts to any slightest touch, even my waist bands that rest on it hurts really bad.

"Oh my gosh! Lill that's really bad! How bad does it hurt?" Louis said rushing over to me.

"Pretty bad. Wearing any bottoms right now hurts, a lot. Just lightly running your finger over it hurts. What am I supposed to tell him? He'd kick himself, if he knew that he hurt his girlfriend like..." I said trailing off.

"I don't know. He seemed like he was still out, when I went in there. It's around 8, so I'm not sure when he'll get up" Lou said like Liam could end up sleeping till morning.

"Alrighty, guess it'll have to wait till morning then. So where is everyone? You were the only one to respond to my cry for help."

"I think Niall and Keegan went out, your siblings went site seeing and I believe Zayn, Mic, and Harry went to go get some food for this house. Which by the looks of it well need a bigger place to stay."

"That is true. We can have twelve people staying in a flat meant for four people, it's getting crowded fast."

"Yes, it is. We need to sit down and talk with management about our living situation."

"Yes we do."

Just then I heard 5 Seconds of Summer going off somewhere, it's probably a ring tone. It wasn't mine because I didn't have any of they're songs as ring tones and it wasn't Louis's because he had his with him.

"It's Liam's phone! I'll get it!" I said getting up and rushing to the room.

It didn't take long to find the glowing screen. Once I picked it up the ringing got quieter. There was a call coming from a Rachel Monroe. Who the hell is she?! Why the fuck is she calling him. And I can't answer his phone, it's not mine. I put his phone back and walked out of the room.

"Who the hell is Rachel Monroe!?" I asked a bit to loud.

"She's...she's his...uhh...I don't know" Lou stuttered.

"Lou, don't you dare lie to me!" I said now full on yelling.

"Whoa, Lillie, calm down" his voice sounded familiar.

"I want to know who she is and why she's calling him at eight o'clock at night!" I said.

"She's an ex who shattered his heart. And is now at our front door, trying to get buzzed in." the familiar voice said. I turned around to see it was Harry.

"If you let her in, I am NOT responsible for what happens to her!" I said letting my rage out.

"Oh, I know how you feel. You don't even what she did to Liam, once you know you'll hate her even more" Harry said sounding just as ticked off as I was.

I walked over to the intercom system, pushed the button and spoke, "Um, yah. I don't know who the hell you think you are. But you need to leave Liam and everyone else who lives in this flat alone. Good bye!"

I turned on my heels and sulked to my room, I didn't even bother to stay to listen to what she said. I was pissed off for the second time in one day.

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Hey guys! Happy summer everyone!!! I know my summer break started a couple weeks back and I should have updated but just haven't really had time to.

I do have to say that I have the most amazing best friends anyone could ask for. They came over last night and of course my depression came kicked in. They locked us in my room and wouldn't let me leave until I felt better and told them what's wrong. God, I love my best friends!

Alright guys hope you enjoyed the update! I love you! Stay Strong! (: <3