Wait...What Happened?

Sheldon, Jake and Ella

So I was standing there in front of everyone trying to figure out how to continue where I left off.

"So I woke up with Spencer's arm protectively around me. I didn't do anything that day, I just felt so weak. They told me it was because of all the blood I had lost. I slept most of the day and Spencer didn't move from my side at all, if he did it was to use the bathroom. I think most everyone just stayed in Spencer's room and watched movies" I said on a shaky voice. I sat down because I was feeling lightheaded and didn't want to pass our again. Liam looked at me with worry in his eyes.

I took a deep breath because I realized I wasn't breathing normally. "That was one and a half, 2 years ago, I was 15. After that I was able to stay clean for a day at the shortest and a week at the longest. I was constantly in fear someone would see my cuts and scars. Spencer, Keegan and Mickena were the only people who knew. My mum became a druggie after dad was arrested and didn't care about anything except getting her next fix. Keegan and Mickena convinced their parents to help is out a bit with food. Spencer got a job to pay bills and I took care of the younger ones." I broke off because I really was not ready to face the fact that I just left them without explaining what was going on.

"About six months later, Sheldon, Jake and Ella were sent to go live with my Aunt Amanda...she loved us just like her own kids...she saw how bad my mum was getting an stepped in before the state did. We all knew it was for the best but it just hurt Spencer and me to no end, knowing that we couldn't do anymore to keep the family together....Aunt Amanda lived over a few hours away so I hardly saw the younger three after they left. It was now just Spencer, me and our druggie of a mum...if it wouldn't have been for the caring families of our beat friends I defiantly wouldn't be here and Spencer probably wouldn't be either. Keegan convinced his parents to left Spencer move in with him and Mickena did the same with me. And to this day I cannot thank them enough" as I said that I got up and gave my two best friends a hug.

"Hey, Keegan how is Spencer anyway?" I asked. He looked at Mic then back at me,l before speaking, "he's doing great! And so are Sheldon, Jake and Ella."

"Wait. You got to see them! That's so mot fair!" I said half heartedly. "I miss them so much..."

"You'll get to see them soon, I promise" Liam said giving me a hug. His hand lingered on my lower back for a few seconds. When I looked up at him he blushed really bad. 'aw that's adorable. he's really cute when he does that' I thought.

"Okay, enough of this, who's hungry?! And who wants Nando's?" Niall said.

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Hey guys im so sorry Lillianne's story took so long. But I think its worth it. Yes, I still have to explain Niall's story and how Lillianne saved 1D's life, but I think I'll have some happier chapters. Oh and do you guys possibly want a chapter or two from someone else's point of view??? If so let me know, please. I love you guys<3(: Stay Strong.<3(: