Am I Okay?

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"Back up! Give her some space! I know y'all want to know what's wrong but it's not going to help if we all keep crowding her" I heard, it was Liam. Leave it to Daddy Directioner. "Ni, pick her up and take her to bed, Lou go an make sure all the doors are open for him. After than I want both of you to look for all of her blades and throw them away. Zayn and Harry talk to Keegan and Mickena and see if she has any health problems that may cause her to do this. And I'll go make her something to eat because I don't think she has ate at all since yesterday morning" that was the last thing I heard before I blacked out again.

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I woke up to Liam sitting bedside with some food, it wasn't a lot, just mainly snack foods a few chips, a few pizza rolls, a fruit snack and I think that's a Nutella sandwich. It all looked so good but I just couldn't eat hardly any of it. I sat up and reached for the glass of water by the food, but Liam stopped me.

"Uh-huh, not until you eat a least one of these hand full of foods. You're not going to fill yourself up with water and say that you already ate. Because I know that's not true." Liam said firmly but caring.

"Fine." I said harsher than I meant but I didn't care. I reached for the smallest pile of food which was the fruit snack. "I can't promise this will stay down."

"I know and that's why I'm going to stay here with you until, you feel like you're not going to make yourself throw up" he said. "Look Lill, I know you don't eat hardly anything and when you do it doesn't stay down, but sweetie, you need to start eating more other wise you're going to pass out like that on stage and the whole world will know your secrets. And you need the sugar in the foods to keep your blood sugar up, too. You may not be diabetic but if anyone's blood sugar goes to low you can pass out. So, for me and the boys, can you please try to start eating more?"

"I can promise that I will try. Not that I will eat more, but I will try my hardest to eat. Oh by the way thanks for telling Lou and Ni to throw away my blades." Liam looked at me shocked but didn't say anything at first. "Yes, I heard you telling everyone what to do before I blacked out again. So thank you" I said, kissing him on the check.

"Oh, you're..uhh...you're welcome" he said before getting up. "Come on let's go back out there and finish your story" he said sticking out his hand to help me up.

"Alright, it's almost over" I said grabbing his hand and getting off the bed.

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Yes I know this update is really short and not posted this weekend. When I update again I think I'll merge this chapter and next, but I dunno yet. I love you guys.<3 Stay strong (:

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