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I held on to Spencer for dear life, crying into his shoulder. He led me to the couch and made me sit down.

"Sis, make your breathing match mine. In. Out. In. Out. In. Out. There you go, keep going. Good. You really have to learn how to deal or cope with huge crowds of people" he said.

"You're right but I don't know how to, though, bub" I said, slumping into the couch.

"I'm sure the boys will work with you before you go on stage" he said.

Ella came running out of a room followed by Niall, Mickena and Jake. I heard Keegan counting in the background.

I leaned over towards Spencer and whispered "I think they're playing hide-and-seek."

I looked around the room and laughed, before going to get something to eat.

When I walked into the kitchen, I could smell Liam's cologne.

"I can def tell you were just in here Liam" I said more to myself.

"You can? I had no idea" Liam said.

I screamed and probably jumped three foot in the air. "Don't. Do. That." I said through clenched teeth and clutching my at my heart.

"Oh, did I scare my baby?" He said.

"Yes, you did scare your baby" I said walking over to him and wrapping my arms around his waist for a hug. I rested my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me. He sighed and I knew something was wrong. I broke the hug and looked up at him.

"Babe, what's wrong?" I asked concerned.

"It's management. They don't want to take you on tour with us until you can get your fear of crowds under control" he said, sighing once again and dropping his arms.

"I know I have to get it under control. Me and Spec were just talking about that. But how do I get it under control? I've tried myself but it hasn't worked" I said frowning.

"We have a councilor/therapist you can go see. She really good and has helped us all with our problems. Maybe you can also talk to her about your other problems to?"

"Yah, you know, I think I might do that. I really want to get better. Hey, do you want to make another YouTube video with me?"

"I didn't know you were ready to come out to the public with our relationship."

"I'm really not but if I'm going to start seeing a therapist I might as well see how bad this hate I'm gonna get is."

He stopped and thought for a few minutes. I knew the answer wasn't going to come as soon as I was hoping so, I started to get some food out. I grabbed a bottle of water, Nutella and the bread out. I started to make my sandwich and heard light mumbles in the next room, I looked around and concluded it was Liam on the phone with management.

Niall and Keegan came waking into the kitchen and asks where Liam was.

"He's in there" I said pointing to the room he was in.

"What is he doing?" Keegan asked.

"He's probably on the phone with management" Niall said skeptically.

"You're right, Niall" I said I unenthused.

"Why is-" Keegan started but cut short by Liam rushing into the room.

"Great news guys!! If Lillie goes through counseling for her crowd fear, she can tour with us! But the downside is she can only do one or two cover songs a concert, she can't make any YouTube videos with us in them until after the first concert of the tour andddddddd we can't tell the fans we're dating until our 7 or 8th month mark." He said rushing to get everything out in one breath.

"How is that 'great' news?" Niall asked sarcastically, "the majority of it is bad news!"

"At least I can still song, make vlogs, date Liam, and live with you guys" I said sounding upset.

"Oh and one more thing. They found us a bigger house, too. All we have to do is pack our personal belongings, label them and they'll do the rest for us" Liam added.

"That's awesome! Yay! A bigger house. I can't wait!" Niall exclaimed.

Niall and Keegan went upstairs to tell everyone we were moving.

"You're really going to like where it is. The house is out in the country. Plenty of beautiful places to film and it's a private area as well."

"I can't wait!" I said giving him a hug.

I looked down at what I was wearing. "I think I'm going to go change. I'm still in my running clothes. I'll see ya in a few minutes" I said pecking his check and going to my room.

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Hey guys!!! I'm back!!! Sorry that this update took a really long time!! And sorry if it isn't very long or any good. Hoping to get a few more updates out before Christmas. Love you guys! Stay strong! (: <3