Wait...What Happened?

A Morning Run

After I slammed the door to my room, I broke out in tears. Violent sobs took over my body as I slumped against the door and slid down to the floor, resting my head on my knees and continued sobbing. 'I finally decide to get better and get my life back on track when my dad wants to see me and Liam's ex comes back into the picture. Why can't anything go right for me...' I thought while crying. I must have been so deep in thought, because one I didn't notice Liam was awake and two that he came over and pulled me into his chest.

"Shh, babe, everything will be alright, I promise. You have me to lean on, you have your family, you have your best friends and you have the other members of One Direction. We're here for you, no matter what" he said soothingly and playing with my hair. 'Gosh, I love when people play with my hair. And he smells so good.' We stay there against the door until my crying and sobbing stopped.

I stood up and changed into my pajamas and crawled onto the bed. I sat on the foot of the bed and faced Liam. He had this look of awe on his face. That look that makes every girl feel like she means something. That look that makes every girl melt from the inside out, the one that gives you butterflies and makes you lose your breath. That one look every girl longs to be looked at like. All I could do is blush and smile like and idiot.

"You have no idea how much you mean to me" I said, after catching my breath.

"Oh, really? Care to explain a little bit" he said with a playful smirk.

"Well, if I wouldn't have found you guys when I did I wouldn't be who I am. And if I wouldn't be for you specifically I wouldn't want to get better. I want to make you proud. I want to be strong not only for myself but for you..." I said trailing off.

He got up, ran towards the bed and tackled me, tickling my sides. I couldn't help but burst out in laugher. I was laughing so hard I had tears rolling down my cheeks. I got out of his grip and went to crawl away, but he grabbed me by the hips, right where my bruise from him is.

"Ow! Liam let go, please, you're hurting me!" I kinda yelled, a new wave of tears about to fall, but these filled with pain.

"Okay, I'm letting go" he said letting go of me, his face full of confusion since he knew he didn't grab me that hard.

I took a deep breath before showing him the bruise he gave me. He gasped then came over and put his hand right above it and realized it was his hand.

"Lillie, how'd I give that to you?" He asked with a shaky voice.

"You were sleeping and probably having a nightmare. You're hand was wrapped around my hips and was getting tighter and tighter. You were also saying stuff about why I shouldn't kill myself and that I actually did do it, hence why you're grip was getting tighter." I said stopping to breath since I said all of that in one breath.

"Lill, I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what to say. I just...I umm....it's...Spencer's gonna kick my butt. I'm so sorry Lill." Liam rambled.

"It's okay. Spencer is not gonna hurt you, I promise." I said reassuringly.

"Yah, but I hurt you. I vowed to myself after I got out of my abusive relationship that I would never hurt a girl physically or mentally like that ex hurt me."

"Liam, babe, it's okay. Things like this happen. You didn't meant to do this intentionally, so I understand. Okay? Please don't beat yourself up over this."

"I'll try not to, I promise."

"Good, because you're to amazing and awesome to me to be beat yourself up. So does this ex's name happens to be Rachel Monroe?"

"It does happen to be that. How did you know?"

"Because she called your phone today while you were taking a nap and she was at the gate trying to get buzzed in. I didn't answer it and no one let her in. In fact I actually yelled at her through the intercom system." I said very proud of myself.

"Dang it. I thought I was done with her crud. We haven't been together for seven or eight months and once a month for like a week she tries and tries and tries to push her way back into my life. She hasn't done it in a couple of months, so I thought she was done harassing me. Guess I was wrong."

"Well, as long as you have me, she ain't getting you." I said scooting over towards him.

"Thanks Lill. You truly are an amazing girl" he said kissing me on the cheek.

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I woke up to my phone signing 'Don't Stop' by 5 Seconds of Summer. Man I really need to turn off my alarm off.

"Lillie, do you really flipping need to have an alarm going off at this time in the morning" Liam grumbled still half asleep.

"Yes, I do. I can't handle sleeping past nine in the morning. That's why I have an alarm to go off at 8:45. But it's about 7:15ish, if your wondering." I said a bit to cheery for just waking up, "I'm going for a run!" Liam groaned as he rolled over and shoved his face back into his pillow.

I found my athletic shorts, a workout tank top, socks and a sports bra. Changed into that, grabbed my iPod and headphones, found my running shoes and headed out the door.

Once, I was outside, I put in my headphones and turned on my workout playlist. The first song to play was Don't Stop Believing, the Glee version.

I ran all over town, up and down alleyways, around blocks and through parks. I do have to say that this town is beautiful, and the country side even more so. I looked at the time, almost 8:10, time to go back. I looked around and noticed the little coffee shop that was three blocks away from our flat. I started walking towards it and noticed a huge crowd of fans around the front door. 'Great, just great. How am I supposed to get inside. I don't have my phone to call...wait I think my iPod gets just enough wifi so I can message someone in the house to come get me' I thought.

So I go around close enough to our building and my wifi connects to our flat building wifi. Yes! I decided to FaceTime Liam, hoping he'd be up and would come down and get me, before I start having another panic attack.

I went to his contact in my iPod and hit the FaceTime button, the call started. He answered and asked where I was. "Um, Li, we have a problem" I said slightly showing the crowd out front, since I could see some of it.

"Where are you?" he asked with an edge in his voice.

"I'm on the side of the building, getting just enough WiFi to make this call" I said, worry rising in my voice.

"Hold on, I'll get a hold of Paul and security to get them away" he said, looking at me with concerned eyes.

"Liam, I'm not ready for everyone to know we're together" I said almost crying.

"They don't have to, yet. That's why I'm getting Paul to come find you and security to get the fans away. Hey! Look, me in the eyes. You will be fine and they will not know we are together just yet. I promise."

"O-okay."

"Paul will be there in like two minutes. I'm going to see if he can get you in the back way. Just wait."

"I'm trying to."

"Good. I got to go now. See you when you get in here. Byeee." and with that he ended the call. I looked up and saw Paul coming towards me.

"Are you Miss Lillianne Marie Lowe?" he asked.

"Y-yes, I a-am." I said on a shakey voice.

"Okay, follow me." he said.

We walked almost all the way down the alley way, until a slight change in the wall. Where he knocked on it just enough to make a door open. Which then led to a small staircase and up to our front door. Once, I saw our door, I ran to it and threw it open. I was greeted by my twin.

"Spencer!" I cried out, "There's so many people out front!"

"Lillianne, calm down, they aren't in here, I promise." he said smoothing down my hair, "Take a deep breathe and let it out slowly."

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Hey guys! I know it's been A REALLY LONG time since I've last updated. I've just been really busy, for the past 2 weeks I was at church camp and had a life altering encounter with God. If I keep writing this story, there is going to be huge changes. So, if you don't like it them don't read it. Love you guys! (: <3