What are we?

34

Blake's P.O.V.

The rest of the day goes by in a haze and I remember almost none of it besides the part where Anna broke my heart into a million pieces. She's avoided me ever since that moment and I'm terrified to try and talk to her. After school I go to her locker since she won't be meeting me in the cafeteria. I wait for about ten minutes before I see her walking down the hallway with her head down. People are looking at her with sneers and snickers like she's some type of criminal. I instantly get massive butterflies in my stomachs as she comes closer. When she gets about ten feet away from me she looks up and sees me standing there waiting for her. She turns red instantly and starts to turn away but thinks twice and starts walking back towards me.

"Anna-" She opens her locker blocking my face. She doesn't say anything to me. She sighs and pulls the locker back some so I see her face.

"Blake, I told you-"

"But Anna please." I close her locker and step in front of her. She looks at the ground.

"Don't you still care about me?" She looks up at me.

"Of course I do, but I can't be with you if you keep hurting people intentionally. I don't want you hurting people because of-"

"Anna I'll stop. I'll do whatever you want just please don't do this. We've gone through so much." I snaps back angrily.

"And it's all been because of you. You did all of this Blake. You caused all of this. Everything would've been better if you had just left me alone." She locks her locker and walks away.

"But..." I utter. I watch as she leaves me once again, maybe for the last time. Ever. I've done it this time. I can't help myself, the problem is that I'm willing to hurt people in order to protect Anna. But she doesn't want that from me. She just wanted support, not a bodyguard. If I ever want her back I have to show her that I'll listen to her, listen no matter how mad I am. I can't keep losing her to stuff like this.

Anna's P.O.V.

After I let out what I had been keeping in I had to leave to keep the tears from falling. I almost ran away from him. If he had never almost kissed me, never looked at me the way he did, never slept with my mom behind my back, everything would be fine. But it's not, it's a wreck and neither one of us knows how to fix it. I can't deal with this anymore. All day people have called all types of horrible names for breaking up with Blake. Girls are mad at me because he's still tied to me, guys are afraid that I'm some type of freak. No ones been talking to me except for Jamie. That's where I'm going, to meet her. She's the only one that understands. She is waiting for me in her car after I get back from my locker.

"You get your book?" She asks. I shake my head.

"Blake was there." She gasps and touches my arm.

"I'm so sorry Hun. What happened?" A tear escapes.

"He tried to apologize...he said that he would stop...I exploded. I yelled at him and said that if he never would've started all of this that everything would be fine. I wouldn't have these problems." I can't hold it in anymore. I cover my face as a sob exits. Jamie stays silent letting me dry as she drives rubbing my arm giving me a little comfort. 

"He loves you Anna. I know that he didn't have to go as far as he did but you have to think of it this way also. He was protecting you, even if you didn't want his protection he still did. He felt like he had to, he didn't like to see you hurt so he made other people hurt. I'm not saying that his actions were right, but he still cares for you a lot. You both love each other and I love seeing how happy he makes you." I stay silent as she takes me home.

"I'll call you later Jamie." I whisper and step out of the car,

"Hey, think about what I said." She says leaning out of the window talking to me. I nods and wave. She drives off and I go into my house. I go up to my room and sob into my pillow.

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Hey guys! This book is coming to an end... :(( saddening I know. But anyway I hope you guys liked and I'll update again for you this Saturday or Sunday. So look out for that.

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Naja