What are we?

36

Anna's P.O.V.

Jamie and I are still sitting in Barnes and noble when my phone rings. I frown and take it out of my pocket.

Mom

"Hello?" I say.

"Anna come down to the hospital now. It's Blake." My heart immediately picks up speed and I stand up knocking over my coffee. Jamie gasps.

"Anna?" I run out the store without a word and run to my car. "Anna!" Jamie comes after me. She looks confused and a little mad at me.

"What's going on? What happened?" I start my car and breathe.

"Blake is in the hospital." She gasps once again and climbs in with all of our stuff. On the drive there Jamie reassures me that everything will be fine. I nervously drive speeding and break so many laws I would be in jail right now if there were officers out. This can't be happening. What did he do? We finally get to the hospital and I park in the emergency section. I run to the front desk and tell them who I'm looking for.

"I'm sorry only family right now."

"No I have to see him! Please I can't just sit here." She looks down at her paper. Then looks back up at me.

"I'm sorry miss, you can't go in there. It's not my rule Hun." I feel a mix of anger and defeat. I sink down to the floor next to the help desk crying. This is all my fault. He hurt himself because I wouldn't accept his apology. He might die because of me. Jamie comes and helps me over to a couch in the waiting area. I sob into her shirt until I fall asleep.

Three hours later

"Miss?" Jamie taps my cheek. My eyes snap open and I look up at the woman.

"Is he up? Can I go see him?" She smiles at me.

"Come with me." I leap up from the chair with Jamie in tow. The woman leads us to the emergency section and into a room where Blake lays connected to machines.

"Blake!" I sprint over to his side and I see how pale he is. He has bags under his eyes and his mouth is in a frown. A tear escapes my eye as I slouch down next to him.

"I'm so sorry this is all my fault. If I would've just accepted your apology this wouldn't have happened. I'm so stupid I can't do anything right." Jamie comes up behind me and rubs my shoulder.

"Anna this isn't your fault. He made his own decision, and your not the blame." I cry and cry and my mom comes and pulls me into her lap. I calm down a little and just lay in my moms lap. The nurse comes and checks on Blake.

"He should wake up soon, but he won't be able to talk much." She says and walks out. I stand up and go to his side. After a few minutes his eyes flutter open.

"Blake! Oh my god Blake I'm so sorry this is all my fault I should've forgiven you I'm so sorry baby. Please forgive me." He still looks sad and he says in a cracked voice.

"It's not your fault. It's all mine. You were right. I can't stop hurting people. This just prove it." He closes his eyes.

"No! This...I...please. I just want you back. I miss you Blake." He opens his eyes and looks up at me.

"You don't need to be sorry. I do. I'm so terribly sorry it hurts. I don't know what to do without you. I can't think, I can't eat, I definitely can't sleep. I hurt you bad and I don't want me getting hurt make you accept my apology. After this I'll still just be the guy who kept hurting you. You should've left me after what I did with your mom. I'm disgusting." I take his hand.

"Blake-"

"No Anna. I don't want your forgiveness because of this. This isn't fair to you so you should just go." I squeeze his hand and look him in the eyes.

"Blake, I'm not leaving you. You know I can't be with out you. You're my best friend, my boyfriend. I love you and that's not going to change. Yes you need to stop hurting people, but I've realized that you've done it for me. Even though you've hurt me doesn't mean we can't work past it. I'm sorry Blake. I forgive you, but please don't hurt yourself because of this." He closes his eyes and a tear falls.

"Anna I swear I'll try my absolute best to make it up to you. I promise to you Anna." I lean over and kiss him. This is definitely not the way I planned our relationship out in my mind. But we're together and that all that matters.

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Hey guys!

Our story has come to an end :( but! You should expect more from me soon a new story called "I Was There" I will update on it soon...thank you guys for all the support and thank you for 1K reads on The Lies You Tell!!!!! So thankful! Anyway, this story was fun to write and I appreciate all of the reads, votes, and comments on my story. So thank you

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