You are Mine Now (Rinharu Fanfic)

Chapter 14

You are Mine Now...

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Chapter 14 (Haru's POV)

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The swirl of desperation that us humans create seeks to release itself from the darkness of one's mind. That was from a special type of book that Makoto read to me.

When I heard those words I could understand vaguely what they meant to me... In my case that darkness of my mind was always haunted by the swirl of desperation. It lurks at the edges of my very conscious, preying on the chance of showing itself through me. What kind of desperation is it you may ask.

Well....I wonder about that myself.

What do I want? Why do I want it?

I usually tend to never think over this type of stuff too much, but now that I'm here...alone.

Alone... I've always been like this. I don't understand.

Why am I so scared now?

This has happened before... So why am
I shaking?

It's dark here... It's cold...

I look around desperately for a way out. Darkness engulfs me, making it hard to breathe.

"Is anybody here!?" I scream out, my eyes widen as my hands shake, "Somebody! Anybody! Please!"

Nothing but silence and a faint echo answers my calls.

"No..." I back up and run, "Please! Someone!"

"I wish I could've been there sooner for you. No matter what you are mine and only mine. No one will take you away from me. I won't let someone get close to doing that again." A semi gruff voice slips through the cracks of the surrounding darkness.

That voice...

"Rin..?" I look up, finding a slip of bright white light penetrating the pitch black above me. Instinctively, I reach for it and bathe my hand in it's comfortable warmth.

I feel soft fabric press against my finger tips as I grab it tightly and pull myself up. A pair of lips meet mine, making the darkness recede to the very corners of the room.

My eyes peek open to find delicate curled eyelashes attached to blissful closed eyes. The lips I touch melt with mine in a nearly painful heat.

Why does this feel so good..?

I stare a little while longer before pulling back quickly. The maroon hair attached to the same body of those lips is tossed back as the owner looks straight at me. His strange eyes burn holes into mine.

Did I just do that..?

He smirks as if he saw right through me.

"Yes, you did,"

I look away, refusing to believe the scene I laid out. My hands grabbed at the sheets in a nervous habit.

"Who knew you could be so upfront~" A ghost of a waver escapes the teasing tone he voices.

"Shut up," I turn my head more, leaning my back onto the headrest, "My head feels funny that's all."

"It feels funny?" His eyebrows furrow, as his eyes observes my face.

I nod slowly. My stomach churns, making the back of my throat feel weird.

I'm going to be sick..

"The dart that knocked you out," He lets a long breath out, "It's a side affects make your head feel discombobulated afterwards."

Dart?

I unconsciously place my hand onto my neck as my skin turns sensitive to outside touch.

That's right... I was shot in the neck with something back there.

"I see" I lift a hand and lean my head onto it, sighing.

What a failure.

"I suggest you lay down and rest it off. There's nothing else that can really be done" The King casually shrugs, crossing his arms over his chest.

As if I'd do that you pervert.

I glare at him, staying still.

"I won't do anything you won't like today," Rin closes his eyes and sighs, "Consider this your free pass for the day."

A wave of relief washes over me like an incoming tide to rocks. I pull the blankets close to my chest, taking in the comforting heat they give me. The distrust in my conscious nibbles at his words.

"You won't punish me?" My voice shakes slightly. Images of that night dance along the edges of my mind, teasing my hard feelings.

"No," His answer is nearly immediate.

I felt part of that relief washes over me again, clouding the cold reason I worked so hard to keep throughout my stay here.

Why do I believe him? No... why do I want to believe him should be my question.

"Then," I hug the sheets a little tighter, "Can you stay with me until I fall asleep?"

"Huh?" His eyes widen slightly.

This is embarrassing... but right now.. I really just don't want to be alone.

I don't want to end up in that darkness again. It's ridiculous but I can't help but feel scared of it.

"My head is a mess," I can feel the annoyance in my voice show through, "If I do anything dangerous I want someone there to stop me"

"Understood," The words he spoke sounded like he was hesitant. His eyes swept over me as if he was trying to see if the person in front of him was really me.

This is the dart's drugs talking.. That's all. Just keep thinking that please.

Slowly I crept back under the covers and nuzzled my head into the pillow. My eyes stayed averted to the sheets while the King stared at me with an amused face.

If he tries anything I'll kill him.

"And Rin?" I yawn, turning to a side.

"Yes?" He sits back, inching closer to me.

"Don't try to kiss me in my sleep again."

To cover up my embarrassment, I face away from him and close my eyes.

There is no response from him. The only thing I can feel from him is his eyes on my back as I fall back asleep.

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Author's Note

HEY LONG TIME NO SEE~

*runs*

I AM SO SORRY XD

Lots of things have been happening lately and my writing is crap but for those who have stayed and supported me I will do my best to come out with a new and better chapter sooner. :) Bear with me hear please~

oh and FOR THOSE WHO REQUESTED ONESHOTS I SPECIFICALLY SAID TO MESSAGE ME SO IF YOU COMMENTED IT I WILL FORGET IT EASILY.

That is all~

QOTD: What is your spirit animal?

AA: mine is a puma ✌🏻️

~SecretYaoiPervert