After his death he never left your mind . You want him to call you , hold you , and cry in his chest but you can't have that . That's what you thought for 5 months , and now 2 weeks into the 6th month of an almost year. When you close your eyes you see him, feel him, and then when you wake up you cry cause it's not real anymore. Locus being you next lover when you where with Felix. It wasn't a bad thing cause they both agreed to share you and now with Locus trying to get back both your lives he just left you when you needed him the most. Gentle tears come from your (e/c) as you look through the pictures you 3 took. " throw them away you told me, you need them cause I am with you... Well I kept them and now your dead and it was all because you didn't listen to me or Locus when we told you no." you say to no one only a picture of him. When your door opend you saw Locus come in as much as you wanted to yell in his face you just couldn't. Well not right anyway. But he came over threw his helmet on the love chair and took off his armor in places he needed help because he had hurt his ribs during work.
" sorry I felt with out telling you (y/n)" he told as he pulled you went a hug has you cry harder and you both fell to the ground.
"I miss him so much Locus it hurts" you say between sobs.
" I know , I know and I miss him being an ass to those so call soldiers, but we are making it even through it hurts you more then me" he says and kisses the top of your head as you quite down enough to hear him.
" do you ever think about what might of happened if we had helped him " you ask as you stop crying and he carry's you to your bed and cuddles with you.
" yes, sometimes I do but I knew that we cloud not have helped even if we wanted to. (y/n) your leg, head, and arm was deadly hurt. You could have died if you had helped him" he tells you in a low but sweet voice as he pulls you closer to him and you both fall a sleep. But this time when you fell into a deep sleep you didn't dream about what happened that day instead you dream about him making love to you, holding you right while telling you sweet nothings, and being able to see him and locus fight and help each other out but all ended when you heard a gun shot. You shot out of bed with locus already aiming his gun at the person who shot the gun off . quickly turned on the light and there stood a familiar figure. Blood orange, gary, and Black armor was standing there it was Felix's suit head to toe like it never had a dent or scratch on it. Your breath was cought in your throat when he began to speak.
" miss me " he asked
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"Are you really here." Locus was the one to break the silence and his gun shook slightly
" I am live, not a ghost you dick" he said and sounded like him so you stood up and walked over to him and pulled his helmet off of him........ It was Felix
" please tell me I am not dreaming cause I can't handle it anymore if it is." you say as you begin to cry and Felix wiped the smirk off his face and drop the gun to catch you from falling into the floor. He pulled you into a must wanted hug and Locus quickly joined and you three sat there for at least and hour until you pulled away and looked at them both and laughed you missed it all the love, happiness, and u defently didn't miss the crying.
" your alive, your alive" you say as you put your hands on both sides of his face and kissed him hard and long he already put his hands on your hips but you both needed to breathe. So there you where on his lap and panting as Locus starts to make some drinks.
" Felix, I thought I lost you for good. Almost 6 months you have been gone and now you show up out of the blue. Felix don't you ever leave us again I think I won't be able to handle it anymore." you tell him as you cuddle up against him.
" trust me I am not leaving anytime soon . and yeah you two pack your bags you two are moving with me." he said as he carried me to the bed." Locus! Can you busy your self for a while."
" why" locus asked
" so I can fuck the hell out of (y/n)" he said as I blushed Locus garbed his head phones , phone and a few books and walked out while locking the door." alone at last, I am going to make up for the 6 months of being gone" he said sexually back gave a smirk
" you better " you say
Let's just say you two had a long time and you accepted it
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Let me know if you want part 2.
