The Real Me

Marry me!

There is always some madness in love.But,there is also always some reason in madness.
-Friedrich Nietzsche.

Jay's pov

"Mom I'm going to school" I said leaving the house.It's going to be a long day but hopefully I'll do something productive.

Starting from now I'm changing I can't keep living my life like this.Drinking, partying,fornication,etc
Yes I did say fornication as I said I'm a change man from now on. I'm tired of playing with girls and having hangovers.

Since we moved here I have only one goal to find the person that could change my life or as in a matter of fact has changed my life.

She was so beautiful.With her hazel-brownish hair and sparking hazel eyes.They were the most beautiful hazel eyes I have ever seen. Her face was not covered with make up but just naturally she was flawless.

I saw her yesterday when we arrived here she was sitting in the abandoned park against a tree across the river drawing something.Her hand moved so elegantly and skillfully.I spent while 15 minutes staring at her like an idiot but how could I not she was an angel.Even after staring at her for so long she didn't feel my gaze like she was lost in her own little world.

Who is she? where does she live? does she have a cat? what are her hobbies? I want to know everything about her no I need to know everything about her.Where could she be right now?

Just between my fantasy some one crashed into me.

"Hey!watch where you-"I cutted my self off as I realised who I bumped into.It was her.My mystery girl.I wanted to speak but it was like I couldn't come up with words.

She stood up by herself as I was just staring at her like a fool paralysed by the beauty infront of me."Gee thankyou so much for helping"she muttered under her breath woah my kitten was feisty and she continued"Now if you won't mind I have to go to school "she was leaving walking around me.

After she was about 10m away I finally gained my senses and called out for her "wait".

She turned around and her hazel eyes gazed into my green. I walked up to her feeling so nervous.what is going on with me? What is she doing to me?I never felt nervous when talking to girls it's like I can do it with one hand behind my back like not literally but you get the picture but with her it's like I can't even talk to her.

I should say something before she finds me creepy, not that I'm not like who stares at a girl for good 15 minutes but doesn't approach her.

"Hi I'm Jay Stone." I putted my hands forward for her to shake but she didn't took it like she hasn't even heard my greeting.wow this girl is different because most girls would melt if I talk to them.

"what do you want?"she said irritatedly.Wait why was she irritated by me.

"I want you to marry me"I blurted out oh God what have I done now she's going to run away what is wrong with me like who in the world just asks a girl to marry him without even asking the bride's name.

"haha very funny"she retorted dryly as if not even slightly effected by my proposal.Thank god.

"um I just want to say sorry for umm making you fall" I said hesitating,I don't want another marriage proposal or say something embarrassing like I want to be the father of your children plz marry me.

"It's ok "and then she left. This time I didn't stop her I was clearly am  not in the right state of mind .

Smacking my forehead I walked towards school .Wait she was headed in the same direction which means she goes to my school. yes! Mentally doing a fist bump I approached school this is going to be a productive day after all.

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End of second chapter hope you liked it.plz comment your suggestions but plz don't write something hurtful.this story is not edited so if you find any grammatical error plz inform me.
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Love,
Auzafatima