Myself- A Broken Creation

Chapter 11: Xander's P.O.V.

I washed my golden hair as I felt the water pound my shoulders. I can't believe Alex did that to me in the forest! I heard a sexy snarl and quickly turned around to see Alex. The water trailed through his dark hair and stubble. The droplets curved around the cords in his neck and rolled past the pale nipples he possessed. It traveled down the defined, muscled planes of his chest and swirled around his thick thighs.

Alex backed me into a corner of the shower with a predatory look in his eyes and lifted me up so my limbs curled around him. I gasped at the slick sensation of water rushing between our chest, which were constantly touching in the most amazing way.

"Why are you so upset with my parents?"

I hesitated because I didn't want to tell him quite how vulnerable I could be. I nibbled on my lip, but decided to tell him. He deserved to know. I rested my head on his muscled chest because I wasn't able to look him in the eyes as I said this. I was such a weak person.

"It's just that...I know your parents don't want you to be with me..."

I flinched and my voice grew quieter at that soft, true statement.

"And I don't want you to...um...leave me."

I sighed. It was hard for me to say these things, but the need grew as I gnawed at my lip.

"I feel safe with you, which is a new feeling that I am...enjoying."

I stopped speaking. The tears and emotions were clogging my throat as he kissed the top of my head. I finally decided to just spell out my feelings.

"I just don't want to be afraid anymore."

It was the truth, and one of the hardest truths I had ever spoken. He soothingly stroked my wet hair before sweetly kissing me on the lips.

"You never have to be afraid again."

There was a small silence.

"My father told me I have to choose between you and my family."

My jaw dropped open in shock. Did his father really hate me that much? How could they do that to their own son? I knew family was important to most people. I wasn't a part of most people, but I'm sure Alex was.

I reluctantly whispered,"I won't be upset if you choose them over me."

It was a lie because my heart would be torn apart, but I would do anything for Alex.

"I know your family must be important to you."

He suddenly crashed his lips onto mine. He dug his fingers into my wet hair and I moaned as he took control of my mouth. I should do something for Alex for making me feel so good today, and being so sweet, I thought.

It would be kind of scary, what I was thinking of, but it was Alex, so I'm sure it would be fine. He bit my lip and I gasped as my head spun with pleasure. Alex tugged on my hair and I whimpered. I tugged his hair to get his attention. He was distracting me!

"Stop and close your eyes," I gasped.

Alex raised an eyebrow and I started to lose my nerve.

"I won't do anything unless you close your eyes!" I snapped.

He stepped back, let go of me, and obediently closed his eyes. I sank onto my knees in front of him and eyed his huge, thick, long length. I uncertainly licked him and was surprised at this spicy taste. I slowly slid my lips over him and sucked on his flesh as the fear dissipated. I got more daring as he growled in pleasure.

Alex suddenly snarled,"Fuck!"

He dug his hands into my hair, he grew in size as I continued suckling at him and he tugged at my hair, and I moaned at the slight pain. I tasted the tip of him, where a liquid was weeping from him. It tasted spicy, salty, and was surprisingly delicious. I quickly lashed at his sensitive skin in intuition and he groaned in pleasure. It made me feel satisfied.

"Xander, please," Alex moaned.

His voice was twisted and tormented. I just kept teasing him. This was what he got for teasing me in such a way earlier. I knew my eyes had to be hazel from the lust pulsing through my veins. He tasted better than anything I had ever had. His hands pulled my head up and made my eyes focus on him.

"Now!" He growled.

My tongue trailed downwards to flick at the place where the liquid was weeping from as I kept harshly sucking on him. All his spicy saltiness exploded into and flowed down my throat. I didn't feel disgusted doing this for the first time in my life. I felt him violently shudder and then I stood up, so we could finish taking our lovely shower.

We dried off with his fluffy, white towels, changed into our pajamas, and then he led me to the bed. I spooned with him and drifted off to sleep. It was peaceful, but then Jane came into our room to wake us up. She wanted me to go drop her off at Best Buy, where her mate would be waiting for her.

I told her I would, got dressed, and quickly rushed downstairs. I met her very reticent mate, Jake, when we got to Best Buy ten minutes later. They drove off together. I decided to buy a laptop since Best Buy was right there. I walked around and looked at all the laptops before getting a shiny, new, black laptop.

I walked out and put it in the back of the car. I shut the door and was suddenly shoved against the car. I yelped as my face was slammed against the hard glass of the windows. A hard punch landed between my shoulder blades and I cried out. My head was pulled backwards and smashed against the windows. Agony filled me as my nose broke. Someone pulled me backwards and knocked me flat on the ground.

I looked up and gasped when I saw it was Ryan. Dark brown hair flopped over the angry frown on his face. His blue eyes glared at me and I instinctively backed up in such a way that my hands accidentally scraped against the gravel. He was almost as tall as Alex, and very intimidating. I shakily stood up and swayed in his presence. Ryan had always scared me.

"You thought you could escape me?"

He took large steps towards me. He grabbed my arm and I screamed at the agonizing electricity that ran down my skin. Ryan slapped me and I fell over. I scraped my elbow. His foot landed in between my ribs multiple times and a few tears fell down my face. I knew a few of my ribs were broke.

Ryan jerked me upright by my arm and painfully raised it behind my back. I groaned and then shrieked as he forcefully snapped my arm upwards and broke it. My arm vibrated with pain as I bent over and gasped for breath. I turned around and saw him on the ground in handcuffs. Parts of a taser were attached to his body.

"Are you okay?" A cop asked me.

I slowly stood up and tried to wave the agonizing pain off.

"I'm fine."

I can't believe Ryan found me again. Why couldn't he just leave me alone? That was the only thing I wanted from him. I couldn't ignore the pain anymore. It was building inside me. I felt the blood dripping over my face and from my hands. Little pieces of agonizing gravel were stuck in them. I saw Ryan wink at me as he was being led away. I swayed from side to side and saw a cop rush towards me before I crumpled to the ground.