The Christmas Journals | Harry Styles ✓

Letters

Dear Noel,
       
No matter what the distance between us may be, I will still be your best friend. And no matter how many times you will be loved by another guy, I will never love you less than the amount of love I have always loved you with. (Does that even make any sense?)
       
Honestly, if we weren't best friends, I would love you a different way. I don't know how or why, but I just do. You've been such a crucial part of my life that it hurts me when I can't get ice cream with you or when I can't help you with your homework, even though I'm not necessarily that good at it.
       
But my point is, I can't imagine life without you. You've stolen my whole heart in countless ways that people have tried to do, but fail. It's only you, eh? There's something special about you. And there will always be something special about you.
       
You make me a happier person, and I will never have enough things to give you in order to pay the debt that I owe you. Thank you for always being there for me.

- H

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Harry,
       
My Harry.

I like the sound of that. It sounds as if there is a special connection between you and me. And you know the best part? There is. Ever since I met you, I had this strong feeling that you were going to stick by my side longer than anyone else has.
       
You've seen both my highlight points and backstage moments throughout a large portion of my life and still stuck with me since then. Sometimes I wonder how and why, but I have never come up with a complete answer yet. Only a theory.
   
My theory: you're my soul mate.
   
Let me rephrase that. It's not a theory. It's a proven fact. You, Harry Edward Styles, are my one and only soul mate: the one I can call when I need help, the one I can fight with, the one I can forgive with, the one and only person I will love for my whole life. Yes. You are my soul mate.
   
Finally, thank you for being my soul mate. I don't know how you did it, but you did; and I am forever grateful for that.

Your best friend and soul mate,
Noel

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