take my hand - joshler

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the colour white invaded josh's mind like a plague. he couldn't think, he couldn't eat, he couldn't talk, he was just, nothing.

so he did what always made him feel better.

he messaged tyler.

11:54pm Monday

Jishwa: ty, are you awake?

Tyjo: yeah why?

Jishwa: i don't feel good

Tyjo: why not baby?

Jishwa: i have a feeling in my body, but it's not really a feeling. i feel nothing. i don't know why or what's wrong, but do you know how to help?

Tyjo: i can try?

Jishwa: thankyou, ty-ty

Tyjo: Ty-ty? that's cute

Jishwa: not as cute as you

Tyjo: stop flirting, i'm trying to figure out to make you feel better

Jishwa: flirting with you is making me feel better already x

Tyjo: whatever floats your boat ;)

Jishwa: you know, ever since we started talking that time ages ago, i've been so inlove with you

Tyjo: honestly, i've loved you for that long aswell

Jishwa: i can't exactly put my finger on what i like most about you, probably your personality

Tyjo: that's sweet, are you feeling a bit better now?

Jishwa: yeah

josh knew he wasn't actually feeling better, he just wanted tyler to feel good. he didn't care about himself. he cares about the boy who he's absolutely head over heels for. and that was tyler joseph.