take my hand - joshler

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tyler told ryan and josh the news. they were so happy and proud of tyler. tyler was also proud of himself.

he was proud of who he was.

of course, he was still unfamiliar with the term 'happiness'. he hadn't felt it properly ever since he was 14. that's when blurryface moved in. since then, tyler wanted to kick him out, but he was too scared. he was too scared that if blurryface left, he would be lonely. he would feel anything, ever.

but he's so glad he finally decided to tell him to leave. it was the best decision he had ever made. he invited josh over to chill, but ryan couldn't make it over aswell. this made tyler a little sad, but it didn't ruin his happy mood.

"tyler robert joseph, i'm so proud of you" josh kissed tyler, tyler blushing profusely.

"i love you so much josh, you helped me so much" tyler said.

"i love you too, you were there for me through my dark times, and i was there for yours. i'm so glad i'm here for you now, when youve defeated your dark side" josh smiled.

"w-what about your dark side?" tyler asked the older boy.

"look, the only thing i need to get rid of my 'dark side' is you" josh said nervously.

"thankyou, josh. that's a real honour, to know i make someone happy"

tyler and josh sat on tylers bed. josh flopped himself backwards and tyler did the same, the pair laughing in harmony.

"before i met you tyler, i thought i was a goner. i was going to kill myself. i mean, sure, i tried to a month ago, but if it weren't for you, i wouldn't be here. right now. laughing with the love of my life" josh looked at the ceiling and smiled. "i couldn't imagine not being here now, being here with you. laughing, smiling, talking about everything. you're a real gem you know that tyler, please don't ever change"

"i would never change josh. i love you, and you're the best thing that's ever happened to me" tyler hugged his blue haired boyfriend and pecked his lips.

"jesus tyler joseph, i love you so much"

"jesus joshua dun, i love you so much too"

~

sure, tyler still had some insecurities, and some things to worry about. of course he wasn't happy all the time. he wasn't perfect. he was still human.

but he was an amazing human, especially in josh's eyes.

josh didn't see him as anything except a perfect, pretty, human being. he loved everything about tyler joseph, even his insecurities. he wouldn't love tyler for anything he wasn't. he loved tyler for all he was.

tyler loved josh for who he was too. josh's blurryface was non existent when tyler was there. josh's insecurities weren't there at all when tyler told him how perfect he was. how his brown eyes shone in the light, and just in general.

tyler was very in love with josh. he would do anything for him. he would move mountains for the boy whom he met through a social media website. the boy who stood up for him when he was getting bullied. the boy with bright blue hair and mocha eyes (and C major lips and blue-sky hands and tiger growl teeth).

he was all tyler ever needed. all tyler ever wanted.

"joshua dun, you are the love of my life" tyler said. "please stay with me forever"

"tyler robert joseph, i'm not going anywhere"