I can smell lasagna from the driveway, but I don't feel like eating at all. Just when I thought my life was getting better, it screwed up again. Someone tell Dumbledore that love isn't the solution to everything, instead it creates more problems. How I wish I didn't have emotions.
"Hi, Olivia!"
"Hi, Mom."
"You okay, darling?"
"When am I not okay? School just exhausts me sometimes, that's it."
"I understand. Why don't you go rest in your room until dinner is ready, eh?"
"Thanks, Mom. You're the best. I love you."
"I love you too."
I go in my room. I fall in my bed. After a brief 5 minutes of wondering why I had to be born, I get up. Now I'm getting restless. I'm thinking of ways to spy on Xander and Jane. Or should I just randomly encounter them? Should I even be bothering them? Well, I kinda do, I loved Xander first.
My thoughts are like an ocean and I'm drowning. How deep will I have to go? Do people ever float back on the surface? Or do they just remain at the end of it, if it really does have an end that has been promised to us.
I turn up my music. I listen to rock mostly, because it makes me feel better. The song that's comes up is 'Fuck the rest' by Falling in Reverse. Okay, but I think Ronnie just inspired me to go for it.
I'm gonna clash their date. I'm going to bump into them. I'm gonna ask them to come along with me to the new ice cream parlour nearby. I'm gonna waste their time. They aren't going to have their date then.
I hear my mom calling me for dinner. It's 3PM. Not a long time left.
