BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE

Chapter eleven (First Mistake)

Meghan Hicks:

"Hey glasses, hurry up with my books would ya!"

"Sure Alexa" I walk towards her after fixing my glasses "Here you go, sorry for keeping you.."

Alexa cuts me off by saying "Now, be a good girl and go to that room" she smirks

"But that's for boys... And that's the bathroom" I was scared but I said it anyway

"So? You do wanna hang out with us don't you Barbara?"

"I-i do" I stutter

"Then go!" she pushed me in the boy's bathroom, so hard that I fall on my face

"Argh!" I let out a slight short scream

my body sits itself up when I did

I'm still breathing heavily, that dream has been creeping back since the past week... I can't go back there, I just can't

It's been years but why back now? Why am I having these nightmares again? I let out a small groan

I was about to head to the patio when I realize that Logan is still sleeping next to me

Right, it's still in the middle of the night ofcourse he is

Something about the way he sleeps makes me wanna stay in bed. Ewgh! but true...

He let escape a light snore... I don't know why that makes me smile a little, he looks so peaceful and innocent. But ofcourse he always looks that way while awake

I take a look at the clock, its still three in the morning, but I can't sleep. I don't want the past to come creeping back, no good has been done by them nor as remembering them, not to me and never will be for that matter

"What's wrong with me?" I mumble to myself as hitting my face with both palms

"Why couldn't I just be okay with it like you?" I whisper to myself still as I look at Logan's sleeping face

I growl

but then I lay my body and snuggle back against him, there's something that felt so right about his body that clicks perfectly with mine

I can't help but look up to his face again, I just then realize that he reminds me so much of her, some of me hates him for that but... some of me doesn't

Ofcourse the part of me that hates him knows that nothing that happened to me has anything to do with him, he wasn't involved in any possible way, he hasn't done anything to me but reminds me now... but I just wanna be selfish right now, as 'Meghan Hicks' has always been

I believe myself all along, fully that is... untill he reminds me of her

I don't know how I feel exactly but I'm sure getting anxious, and I hate it. I HATE IT!

Here I go again for the--i don't know how many time--(th) this month waking up at 3 in the morning with my time-travelling head wondering way back... I guess 2014 just not my year

I put my head on the pillow again, but this time right between Logan's head and shoulder, I take a deep breath to calm down but ended up lost in his scent...

His natural scent smells so good and oddly let lose of my tense a little

I put my hand on his chest, he sure is a heavy sleeper, non of my actions woke him up, with Danny he'll be awake even if I made a sudden move in my sleep!

"Hmm.." Logan mumbles sobering me from my thoughts

He's now awake, not fully, but his eyes are slightly open