BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE

Chapter Twenty Five (Forget It)

I'm really light headed today... I was ready before I know it. It didn't take as long as usual to dress up this morning, I practically skip down the stairs and hum while eating breakfast.

It's weird that two days ago I wasn't even sure if I like the guy but now I'm all smitten. It's like a crush, a big wave of feeling when I see him or jump to my phone every beep hoping that he texts me... God, I'm disgusting, I feel like I'm fifteen again... fiifteen was technically a year ago, but I was on a different mentality okay!

"Miss Megan, what got you in such good mood?" Brenda asks

I shrug but fail to suppress a smile

"Ahh... boys" she chimes while wiping a plate before putting it on the rack "would it be that sweet one that came by every week?"

"Who?" Again, fail to suppress the damn smile

"Ah, i see"

"I'm going. Bye Brenda!" I just rush to my car and throw my purse to the passenger seat

I was about to turn on the engine while I hear a honk

I look up to see Logan in his car, smiling and waving at me.

His black hair is still wet probably from the shower, his green eyes is electrifying even from this distance... he's wearing a white shirt with an undone buttoned  down grey flannel shirt

I kill the engine and grab my purse.before locking up the car "hi" I smile

"Hey...So urmh... I know you just had your baby back, and we're not dating or anything but, maybe you wanna ride with me to school today?" He nervously asks

Shit this smile, I can't control any muscle anymore "yeah sure"

Very cool Megan, very cool indeed

I hop into the passager seat and lower the blinds but there's no mirror behind it for me to check on how I look

"there's no mirror on this thing"

"umm... sorry?" Logan says without unlocking his sight from the road

"no no, that's fine I brought my own anyways"

I start roaming trough my bag

"Don't worry babe you look great"

the car fell silent, he must've been stunned from hearing what he said as much as I did

"did you just called me..."

"mmm, babe? yeah, I think so, sorry"

"that's okay. And you should stop apologizing every 5 minutes about every freaking thing"

"sorry"

"see?"

"sorry"

"You're hopeless" I give him a peck on the cheek as he parks

"tell me about it"

we got out of the car and enters the school building side by side... we got a lot of attention

A LOT. LOT A LOT.

I gulp in

"you know what, I can walk by myself to my locker" I suddenly say before storming off

I did it so awkwardly, I didn't even see his face when I basically ran away from him. I am such a terrible... 'well, it's complicated' party

Even though my friends are being supportive like any girlfriend would-- even Danny is fine with it--I still can't help but feel self conscious about this whole thing. I still have a reputation to maintain, as great as it is for Logan to know and accept that Barbara and Megan is basically one person... Megan's whole rep can be tarnished