I gently placed Summer in her cot as she dritfted of into a deep sleep. Her eyes flickered closed and I kissed her forehead lightly. Jack was out at the police station, trying to track down Lewis, it was just me and my baby girl. A few weeks ago, Lewis had escaped from the police stations holding station before being transported to North Wattford Prision. In my opinion I couldn't care less. He could be dead for all I know, and I simply couldnt care less. I watch my sweet daughter sleep for a moment, and then quietly exit the room. I walk down stairs, and see a small white envelope on the kitchen counter. I pick it up and gently tear the back of it open. Inside was a small blue piece of paper.
Glad to see your home sweetie. I've missed you :)
~Lewis xxx
I sighed, and pulled out another small piece of paper. It was a picture of me and Lewis about 4 years ago. We was sat in a pub, with all our friends. We was happy, it was before I met Jack. I was with my previous boyfriend. But Lewis and he got into a fight. I chose to stay with my friend, I guess I wasnt happy with him.
"Remember that day?" I hear this voice behind me. Lewis. I sigh, was this shit never going to end?
"What are you doing here Lewis?" I say turning around. He looked rough, he had bad stubble, and it looked like he hadn't slept in weeks.
"I came to see you honey" He smiled. His teeth were creepily white, but the whites of his eyes were blood shot.
"Well, honestly, I couldn't give a shit. Get out Lewis" I sigh, and cross my arms. "I'm getting real tired of your shit"
"Thats nice! Whats wrong hun?"
"Stop calling me those stupid pet names. I am not going to ask again, get out"
"Or what?"
"Or I swear to god I'm going to grab the nearest knife and I am going to stab you in the god damn chest. Lewis get out"
"Ok hun, your mad. Can't say I see why, but lets have a tea and talk."
"No, your leaving"
"I don't think I am love"
I sighed and picked up the phone. I punched in Jacks numer. "Yeah hun, bring the police over. Lewis is back" and I hung up.
"What was that for, you stupid bitch" He says begining to panic.
"Get outta my house!" I begin yelling.
Lewis slammed the door shut, and pulled out a gun. I stood up still, on the outside I was calm. I acted like nothing was happening. But on the inside I was begining to panic. He fixed target on my head, and his panic kept getting more intense.
"I went to prision because of you. I love you. Why can't you just deal with it?"
"I had to go through so much shit that you have caused! YOU put my husband in a coma. YOU stole my daughter from me. YOU kidnapped me for months and it was YOU who put me into a mental rehabilitation clinic, to recover from physcological trauma"
"But your back now, your fine"
"I have to have weekly therapy sessions, and a course of Ilodfelmplexidine and Flimsocpisdeicilin"
"Don't guilt trip me, those mind games don't work sweetie"
"I don't have to guilt trip you"
"What?"
"You already feel horrible for everything you have done. Thats why you keep coming back. For forgiveness. FYI I will never forgive you"
"Shut up" He says closing his eyes tight.
"Lewis. You were my best friend for years...now....now I couldn't careless if you live or die" People may think what I said was harsh, but after all he put me through. I wanted him out of my life permanently, and he just wouldnt give up. He starts shaking and slowly rises the gun up to his head. He's crying now, but I try and not show any emotion. But after everything he had put me through, I started panicking.
"Lewis? Lewis? What are you doing?" I asked trying to hide the emotion in my voice.
"You don't love me, I can see that now. You just said you don't care if I live or die, so whats the point in living? You have a family, I can't deal with knowing you are out there hating me, I'd rather be dead"
"No, Lewis" I say trying to stop him.
"Why are you trying to stop me? You want me dead! I don't want to live anymore!" He yells.
The police burst through the door, and Jack pulls me away.
"Lewis..." BANG. I was in shock. Lewis fell to the ground and a pool of hot blood. I rushed over to his side, and took him up in my arms. "Lewis..Stay with me." Every single memory of our friendship came back. All the fun, every single time he was there for me. He was my very best friend. But these memories were mixing with the hate and contempt I felt when I remember everything since he beat Jack up. "Lewis" I whisper
"I am so so so sorry" He whispers. His eyes close. His body gets heavier, and blood pours all over my hands. I was in shock, Lewis was dead. I reach up and take his pulse, nothing. I couldn't cry. I was so confused. I hated him, yet I didn't want him to die. Jack pulls me away, and the police start inspecting the body.
"Jack...He shot himself....He just killed himself infront of me" I say shaking.
"Calm down" He holds my arms down. I still wasn't crying, just shaking. "Honey, calm down" I take a deep breath.
"I'm going to check on Summer" I whisper and wash the blood off my hands. I run upstairs and take my daughters in my arms. I remember her soft skin against my arms, and her bright shining eyes.
"I love you Summer. Remember that" I whisper. Jack enters the room, and brings me and Summer into a hug. I still wasn't crying, part of my was shocked and confused, but also a part of me just couldn't bring me to feel sad. I put Summer back in her crib, and turned back to Jack.
"Why do I not feel sad? Am I awful?" I whisper.
"No. Don't you ever say that. The reason you don't feel sad is because...well because you simply don't care. He put you through so much, that your emotions are just shot. You shouldn't feel sad"
"I feel awful"
"You shouldn't"
"We are taking the body down to the hospital. Do either of you want to come?" Two policemen enter the room.
"No. Thank you officer" I answer. They nod at me and leave the room.
"We don't tell her, we try and make her life as normal as possible" I whisper
"Deal" Jack hugs me and I begin to relax.
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*1 year Later*
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It had been a year since Lewis committed suicide. I stil didn't feel anything when I thought about it. I tried to do everything to make sure Summer lived a normal life, and she did. She learnt to walk about 6 months ago. 4 months ago we greeted another member of the family. A beautiful baby boy. My life could finally continue as normal. I was finally happy.
THE END
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Hey guys.Sorry for the huge break and there was no excuse. I'm sorry :( But anyway, yeah the story has ended. I hope you enjoyed it. I do have two questions for you guys.
1, I am thinking of doing another one. But this time I want Dan Howell ( Danisnotonfire) as one of the main characters. It would be a story with two P.O.Vs. Who would be interested?
2. How would you feel about Lewis? After everything he put you through, would you feel sad if he died.?
Answer in the comments :)
I hope you enjoyed the story :)
~Georgia xxxxx
