I kept on staring at the shadow of a man sat before me. He still hadn't noticed I was her, I was about to walk over to him when Finn pulled me into the other room.
"What are you doing here?!" He yelled in a hushed whisper.
"I needed to talk to him, I can't just ignore this." I whispered and gestured towards his ring, laced gently on my necklace. "We are meant to be together, we can work through this. Now let me talk to him" Finn's eyes were skeptical, but he let me walk back into the other room. My heart was pounding in my chest and my breathing was going insane. I hadn't cleaned of my make up from the day Jack walked out, so my eyes were covered in black, and it was obvious I'd been crying. I look back at Jack. His eyes were red and puffy, evidence he had been crying even more than I. His hair shined with grease, and once again, his eyes had lost their sparkle. He slowly turns and sees me, his eyes quickly shot open wider and he stood up to face me. His face was painted with confusion and relief.
"What are you doing here?" He asked. His voice croked and cracked, showing he hasn't spoken in a while.
"Jack...I am so so so sorry. I love you and I hate everything I've done. I understand if you don't want to see me ever again, but hear me through. Jack, where my heart once was has disintergrated into ash...like our wedding picture. I feel disgusting, I am to scared and ashamed to even think of the list of emotions your feeling. I feel like I'm not myself when I'm not with you. I feel like just some shell, without a heart or a soul. Jack Harries, I love you. I've loved every single second I spent with you. I cherished every morning where I would wake up next to you. I memorized every single kiss, hug, and conversation we ever had. But what I hate, is that I memorized everything of what happened between us. The moment I broke your heart, the moment you stormed out, but what hurts the most is when Finn gave me this..." I untread Jacks ring off my necklace, and hold it out to him. He stares down at the ring, and then glances back at me. He slowly lifts up his left hand and stared at his ringless finger. Tears were welling up but I knew I couldn't let tears fall right now. Jack walked over to me and took the ring out of my hand. He traced the details and tears welled up in his eyes aswell. " I love you Jack Harries" He notices my bandaged hand and take my hand in his. I felt fireworks blast through my body, but I didn't show it on my face.
"What happened?" He whispered.
"I saw myself in the mirror for the first time today. But I hated what I saw, I saw someone who has ruined everything. I screamed and punched the mirror. But when Finn came round, he cleaned it up for me and bandaged it up" He looked up into my eyes for the first time. It was like a 1000w electric bolt shot between us. All I wanted to do was grab his shirt and pull him closer to me. I wanted to connect our lips so much. But it took everything in my being to resist it. Jack slowly took out his wallted, and pulled out a piece of paper the size of a passport photo. He handed it to me and when I saw it, I couldn't hold the tears back anymore. It was our wedding photo. He had kept this. I kept glancing between Jack and the picture.
"Everyday I regret burning that picture. I can't sleep at night, I just sit staring at this picture all day and night. I miss you too. I still love you. But..."
"Please, no but. Please don't add a but to the end of that Jack. Please" I whisper.
"But...But part of my mind still keeps thinking that you never loved me. And thats why you ran into the arms of another man. Have I been a fool for believeing that you loved me?" I get a sudden flashback of when Jack came to talk to me after Mel kissed him. I said something so similar, and then I am sucked back into reality.
"Jack, don't you ever say that again. Of course I love you. If you think I didn't love you, do you think I would come back? Don't you think I would have just stayed away? Jack, I love you with every fibre of my being, with every inch of my soul. Jack trust me when I tell you this, I do love you, and I always have. I am so sorry. I can't even stand anyone, anymore. I just want you. I need you, I love you" I whisper. He takes a look back at the ring, and then back at me.
"We're fighters Jack. We can work through this. Do you want to know why? Because we were made for each other. Please Jack"
A smile. Was that a smile, tugging on the corners of his lips. He takes my hand and looks deep into my eyes. A smile is threating to appear on my face, but I try and hide it, but I do a terrible job.
"Okay, Lets try again. We'll work though this. But you have to promise me, that if we have problems, you talk to me. I will do the same, but you will have to try and build up trust again. I love you and I am willing to work through this as long as you are" He smiles. The smile I was trying to hide, exploded on to my face.
"Of course. I love you!" I almost yell and I jump on him, wrapping my legs around his waist and getting inches from his face. There was a moment of hesitation before our lips crashed into each others. They were soft, but with pressure behind them, there was a sense of urgency behind them. I pull Jack closer to me, and I felt his strong hands on my lower back. I press my lips harder into his and I smiled into the kiss. When we part, He gently puts me back on the ground and smiles at me. He slowly puts his wedding ring back on.
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We told Finn was was going to try and work through this again, and he seemed pleased, but there was something that told me that he wasn't happy about this. We began to walk home, hand in hand. I felt so happy, I felt like I was the luckiest person in the world. I quickly dragged Jack into an alleyway, I pressed my lips into his, and I could feel his smile whilst our lips moved in sync. When we pull away for air. He rests his hands on my hips and we rest our foreheads on one another. Without another word, we began to walk back home. Everything seemed so much better. Luckily Dan had left and it was just me and Jack.
"Want a beer?" I offered. Knowing I hadn't drank them all.
"Sure" He smiled and he walked in to the kitchen. I shortly followed him, I reached into our fridge and pulled out two beers. "Hey, erm, why is the glass everywhere?" He asked whilst holding up a glass shard.
"Shit, erm, well when you left. I drank and entire bottle of vodka, and when I drained it I got even angrier and threw the bottle at the wall. I'll clean it up in a minute" I say handing Jack the bottle.
"No, no, leave it. Come here" He opens up his arms, and I crawl into the safety of his strong arms. I rest my head on his chest and listened to the gentle beat of his heart beat. He held me tight, and I felt like the luckiest person in the world.
"Movie night, and pizza?" He whispered in my ear. I smiled.
"Jack, that would be perfect" I snuggled deeper into his body and close my eyes. I just wanted to remember this moment.
*Later that night*
We had just finished the movie and the pizza box was empty. I sat up and looked at Jacks eyes. Their twinkle had returned. I smiled and kiss his cheek. He held me closer and brought me in for another kiss. It was passionate and electric. He layed me down and climb ontop of me. His hand still on my hips, this kiss was getting more intense and Jack slowly lifted up my shirt and I removed his shirt. He undid my jeans and slipped them off and I did the same to him. It was magical, I never thought I would never get to be intimate with Jack again.
* 2 weeks later"
Jack and I were still working through things, but things with me and Jack were stronger than ever. But one morning, I woke up feeling like I was going to throw up. I felt this burning sensation rising from the back of my throat. I ran to the bathroom and began throwing up. Afterwards, I cleaned my face and reached for a pregnacy test. I had missed my period, but when the test came up positive I screamed with joy. I was going to have a baby. I had my period after sleeping with Dan, so I knew Jack was the father. I ran down stairs to tell Jack, and he swooped me up in his arms. Then our lips connected.
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Yay, their back together!!!!! New chapter tomorrow ;)
~Georgia xxxx
