Avengers Imagines

It's in the past ~ Bucky Barnes

You're an Avenger. You've been one for a long time now. Nobody knows about your history with Hydra though. When you were 2 years old, your parents dropped you off at a Hydra facility, because they didn't want you. You were an accident that shouldn't have happened. Hydra decided to take you in and experiment on you. They put a shitload of experiments on you and trained you to be the perfect agent. When you were at the age of 7, you were able to kill 20 grown agents in under 10 minutes. Without using any weapons. They turned you into a killing machine. They sent you on hundreds of missions and made you do things you didn't want to do. When you were 8 years old, you decided to stop arguing with Hydra and train yourself to be strong and fast enough to escape. When you were 9 years old they had to amputate your left arm because of a failed experiment. They gave you a metal arm in its place. With the years you trained yourself to get stronger and stronger and when you were 11 years old, you finally made your great escape. You'd placed explosives all over the place and escaped the facility. When you got outside and at a safe distance you pressed the button. The entire facility exploded and all of the agents inside and surrounding it were dead. This took the attention of the Avengers and they were determined to find and recruit the person who did that. When they found out it was you, they took you in and took care of you as far as needed. You lived a humble and peaceful life with the Avengers. Everything went fine. Until Bucky joined the team. It's not that you don't like him. It's just the point that you have more than a few bad memories with him. Bucky had to torture you various times when you were still in Hydra. You're scared that he'll remember and start avoiding you. You really like him a lot and you don't care about anything he's done in the past. It wasn't his fault. Hydra made him do it. You and Bucky became best friends. You always help him when he has a nightmare or just needs someone to listen. You know how it feels to have nightmares and how it feels to have those memories haunting you.

It's almost midnight and you just had a nightmare. Now you're just thinking about everything that has happened in your life. Suddenly you hear Bucky screaming in Russian. You quickly rush over to his room to find him sitting on his bed, crying. You walk over to him and gently lay your hand on his back. When he notices it's you, he flinches and moves away from you. He looks at you and even more tears form in his eyes. "Y/N, you should leave." He says, trying to keep his emotions in. "No, Bucky. I'm no-" "JUST LEAVE OKAY?" Bucky screams at you. You run back to your room and lock the door. You sit on your bed and start crying yourself to sleep.

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