Terran
That night Liyah and I were the hospital. . ..lets just say I never left her side. I Payed the hospital extra to put my bed in the same room as hers, so I could watch her during the night because I know she needed the support.
The next morning I went and got Liyah and my release papers so we could get the hell out of this depressing environment. It was almost noon before the doctor came by to release Liyah and she was still sleeping. He decided just to let her go without checking her. . .I hope she's fine.
Liyah woke up and instantly began beating herself up over that miscarriage. I understand that she is depressed but could she smile for me or at least for the baby because it is is a better place now.
Liyah
I Woke up and began to cry once u realized my miscarriage was not a dream and that it was really happening. I hadn't even realized Terran was talking to me. ..and really I could give less than one fuck. "Baby Imma wheel you out of here because I know your ready to get the hell up outta herrrrrreee" he said while laughing. The whole ride to the car he was laughing and talking so I blurted out " could you please shut the fuck up, does it look like I wanted to talk" while pointing to my face. I understand that he's trying to cheer me up but the best way to cheer me up right now is by not saying a damn word to me.
Terran
"Could you please shut the fuck up, does does it look like I wanted to talk" she said in a rude as tone. This girl better be glad I care about her. I've never heard her talk to anyone that way. . .Which means she must really be hurting. I put her in the car and we rode home in silence.
As we entered our home I began to wonder will her life ever be the same. I began thinking of ways to cheer her up so I could begin to talk to her so she wouldn't be feeling down about something that could of happened to anyone and I mean anyone.
As I knocked on the door she slowly gave me entrance to come in. "Baby I know you not really feeling me right now and don't want to talk but hear me out. it was not your fault that it happened to you. maybe it was just Gods way of saying we were not ready for a child yet."
Liyah
As Terran was giving me that long as speech it started to give me an idea. Maybe god didn't think we were ready. I know he knows what's best for us so I'm going to try to do better and apologize for Terran for being rude at the hospital.
"So hear me out again-" Terran was saying when I cut him off by saying "I'm sorry". Terran was so surprised that I stopped being stubborn that he kissed me passionately. "Baby we can't we have to give sex a rest for a while . . I'm not ready but give me time" . I said kind of embarrassed.
Terran
Liyah really pissed me off with that last statement she made. " Your ass should be embarrassed Aaliyah. . we don't have sex damn, I make love to you, I give you my all because you deserve all of me. Even when I kiss you I try to give you my all because I want you to feel loved in every way I can. When I say I love you I actually mean that shit baby. I really don't know what the fuck I was doing before I met you because you complete me. You make me feel a new emotion everyday I'm with you. . .just know I just don't love you. . .I'm in love with you. . .Shit I'm still falling in love with you because something surprises me about you every day and I hope the feeling never goes away".
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