Divergent High

Chapter 19

~~2 WEEKS LATER~~
Tobias
"Good morning, beautiful. I miss you, as always. It's the same here. People coming in and out of the hospital, greeting happy and crying family members. I hope that'll be us one day, me carrying you out in my arms, kissing you. Please get better soon, Tris. I love you," I finish, kissing her forehead and eating the breakfast Christina brought me.
Since I'm the only "family" Tris has that does actually like her, I'm allowed to stay in her room overnight.
I sit in her room, occasionally talking to her and kissing her hand, always looking at her beautiful face. Doctors and nurses come in, too, to check her heartbeat and blood pressure and all that, and nothing changes. It all stays the same. I sit by her bed, looking at her beautiful face and thinking about her, when I am suddenly overwhelmed with a wave of sadness.
I start sobbing silently, my tears dropping onto the tiled floor. I think about how our future might've been, how she could've lived a beautiful, long life, if I hadn't come and ruined that. She could've loved anyone, anyone else but me. She chose me, and now it's all my fault...
This thinking, of course, is not new to my mind. I think about this all the time. It just kinda kicked in just now that I would never see her smile again, would never see those beautiful gray-blue eyes, see her laugh, feel her hand in mine, feel her lips against mine. It was all gone.
Her moniter went crazy again, and doctors rushed in. I moved immediately, not wanting to be an obstacle, so they could help Tris.
One of them came over to me and smiled, but not one of those sad smiles saying, "Your patient is dead. I'm sorry." No, it was a genuinely happy smile, one that said, "Joy, oh joy! Something good finally happened in this hell house!"
She looked into my eyes and said, "Mr. Eaton, she's not dead. She's in a coma. She has a chance to wake up."
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Tris
I walked into the extremely bright light, and suddenly I felt pain everywhere, and heard muffled voices. But only one in particular stood out to me, and it was the only voice I wanted to hear.
"She... She's not.... Dead?" he says, sounding shocked and happy.
"No, she's not," says another voice. They sounded happy, too, although I don't know who it is, so I can't be sure. I hear Tobias shuffle across the room, and take my hand.
He puts his mouth next to my ear and whispers, "Tris, you're gunna be ok! Just hold on for me, ok babe?"
He moved and kisses my forehead gently, softly, just like he used to do. I smiled mentally, longing to kiss him, to hug him, to talk to him.
Please, God, I beg you. Don't torture him any longer.
Tobias starts talking to me again, and the longing gets stronger, his soft voice tearing at my soul. I was lonely without him. So I just listened to his soft words and my mind fell asleep at long last.
I don't think either of us could take this torture much longer.
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Wassup my initiates? Welcome back to my torturous story 😏😏 I TOLD YOU I WOULDNT KILL HER!!! You guys are all idiots, honestly. I mean, come ON people, how stupid can ya GET? I wouldn't kill one of my favorite book characters! Jeez, you guys are so stupid. 😂😂😂👌🏽 That was so awesome, all muh friends were mad and it was BOOTYFULL!
Well, anyway, I'll see you guys later. Maybe Tris will wake up, maybe not
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Luv you all !! ❤️❤️
Adios Initiates!
"No measure of time with you will ever be enough. But let's start with forever."
-Edward Cullen, Breaking Dawn