Gerard P.O.V
School.
Isn't that a loving topic. I'm just kidding. I heard that if you speak positive then your day will be positive but as you can see its not working.
I'm starting school tomorrow and I'm dreading every minute. I don't want to face Frank because I didn't talk to him Maybe he wouldn't be broken.
I broke him and I felt guilty. Wait... not just guilty I feel like I have brought on the weight of thousands of pounds to someone and just walked away.
You would think I would have felt good but it didn't. It's like looking at an abused animal. You feel awful for what happened to them and wished that it happened to you instead.
I just wish that I could go back to getting a beating and go. I hate to see Frank like that. I feel selfish.
I pick my head up from the table and looked around. What time is it? I got up and walked to the kitchen. On the oven the time read 3:10. Mikey should be here any minute now.
I walked back to my place in the dinning room. It's so quiet when it's just you and your thoughts. I thought that it would be nice to be able to think but now that I do I wish I didn't.
My head skid from suicidal thoughts to the most happiness thoughts to depressing thoughts. Sometimes you just have to be bipolar to find yourself.
I heard a knock on the door and I know that it's Mikey because the way the knock had a pattern.
I got up from my comfy spot in the dinning room and made my way to the front door.
"Yo! GERARD OPEN THE DOOR!" Mikey screams.
I unlocked the door and as soon as I did Mikey shove the door open. The door hit me and I got off balance and fell against the wall. I groaned in pain.
Mikey looks down and kicks me. "Watch where you're going, faggot."
I gave him a nod and got up. My stomach hurts the most since the door handle hit it and not to mention that I still have bruises on my stomach.
When I got fully up the door slammed into me again. I thought it was just Mikey coming home. I guess he brought his friends. Great. Get ready for the taunts Gerard.
Fuck off head I was born ready.
Sure.
Yes I was and I will prove it.
Good luck loser.
I closed the door and walked to the kitchen and grabbed my sketch book and sat down.
I open the book to a new page. I loved opening to a new page it's so lovely to think that when I'm done there won't be a single spot of white paper after. The smell of new sketching paper is the best.
I went to pick up my pencils but I didn't feel them. I could have sworn I saw them near me. I looked under my seat and the table but they weren't there.
"Are you looking for something?"
I looked up and saw Mikey's friends surrounding me. Oh gosh. I nodded slowly. What do they want?
"Well you aren't getting your pencils back because you broke Franks heart. And to think that we were jerks?" Bob says.
They can't do that to me!!!! I couldn't handle it anymore.
"You know what this means, right?" Bob says getting way to close to my face.
"No." I whisper just loud enough to be heard by Bob.
"HE TALKS!!!" Bob yells still near my face. I think I'm deaf now. I flinched away but Bob grabs me and pulls me towards the living room.
"Mikey grab a chair and rope please. He needs to be taught a lesson." Bob says.
I was thrown to the floor in the living room. I looked up and saw Frank.
Why did you talk!!! Come on Gerard get yourself together man.
Shut up!!! I panicked.
"Yo Bob! Come here." Frank yelled.
Bob came in with the rope and gave Frank a questioning look. "What is it Frank?" Bob asked.
"Doesn't he look great on his knees?" Frank said.
Bob didn't understand what Frank meant at first but when he got it he came up to me and started to tie me up.
He first tied my feet together. After he felt it was good enough he wrapped it up until he reached my arms. He grabbed my wrist and pulled them behind my back. It was uncomfortable for sure but it wasn't that bad.
He wrapped the rest of my body up except for my neck and face. "Yo Mikey get me a small rope instead of a chair." Bob yelled.
Mikey came in with a smaller rope. He looked at Frank and saw me on the ground. "What are we doing to him?" He asked.
"Well dear Frank over hear said that Gerard looked sexy looking on his knees. So since Gerard was being mean to him this is his sorry." Bob said.
"If Gerard is going to give Frank a blowjob then I'm leaving." Mikey said.
"No its isn't just for Frank. I was gonna make Gerard blow all of us just for punishment, you know? But of you don't want to okay but remember that we said we won't fuck girls this week. So it's your choice to wait a week." Bob says.
I'm not gonna give anybody a blowjob. That's not fair. When is it fair for you Gerard? That's my point. I don't want this.
"Ugh fine but I want Gerard blindfolded. It's just weird see my brother giving me a blowjob. Got it?" Mikey says.
What am I getting into? What ever it is what will happen after? Frank can't possibly just stop liking me, can he? I'm pretty sure anyone can stop liking a freak like you.
Mikey walks out the room to get the blindfold. I heard Frank and Bob whispering about something.
Moments later Mikey comes back with a blindfold and lipstick? I'm in deep shit now.
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Fanfiction§Gerard Way § The young 17 year old boy never really had any friends besides his brother Mikey Way but when Gerard told him a secret Mikey told the entire school. Gerard got beaten into silence and only talks when necessary but when Frank Iero decid...
