I Was Left In the Dark

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Gerard P.O.V.

I'm walking down the street with Frank and Bert and I could feel the tension between the two of them.

I really don't understand why they are talking to me. First of all Frank is my bully and second of all I don't even know why Bert talks to me. I'm a very boring person.

When we get to my front door I get my keys out and unlock the door. When is Mikey coming home?

I let Bert and Frank in first before shutting the door. Bad memories flooded in my mind for the last time I was in the living room. I looked down at me feet not knowing what to do next.

"Are you okay?" Bert asked. His voice had concern latch to it. I nodded my head but I didn't look up.

"Are you sure?" He said.

I looked up and nodded. I looked at Frank and he gave me a disgusted look.

See he hates you.

Shut up!

"Can I leave?" Frank asked.

Wait what?!?

"Why?"

"Why? You're are serious asking me why! The reason is because I'm not gonna watch a two faggots fuck each other." Frank said. With each word he said he got closer and closer.

"Did you really think I would hang out with someone like you?" Frank whispered.

With that last word he turned his heels and walked out the door slamming it after him. I crumble to the ground feeling numb.

Bert rushed to my side and held me. I didn't cry through. For some reason I couldn't. I didn't have any feels, it felt like.

"He is not worth your time, Gerard. You can be better then him. You are smart and-" I didn't let him finish. Instead I crashed my lips to his.

He seemed shocked at first but gave into the kiss. Our tongues danced with each other. You know how when in books they say they felt butterflies but know I know why. Fireworks lit up in my head. Butterflies erupted in my stomach.

We parted away when we ran out of breath. I looked into his eyes and we held eye contact catching our breaths.

"I didn't expect that." Bert said.

"Me either" I gave him a smile.

"So does this mean you'll talk to me now. Since I already heard your voice?" He asked.

"Yeah," I said.

He nodded his head slowly. "You wanna watch a movie or something?" Bert said.

I nodded my head and held out my hand so Bert can grab it. He pulled me up and we walked to the living room.

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We decided to watch the Nightmare Before Christmas because I love that movie.

We were cuddle up on the couch when someone pulled my hair. My head flew back and I saw Mikey and Bob.

"No faggots on the couch." Mikey said pushing me forward. I fell out the couch bring the blanket down with me.

Bert got up quickly turning to Mikey. I saw his fist clenched until they turned white.

"How fucking dare you!" Bert says but Mikey and Bob look unamazed by the act. I got up before anyone said anything else.

I push Bert towards the door. "You need leave now!" I whispered into his ear. He looked dazed at first but shook his head.

"No! I'm not leaving." Bert says.

He pushed me to the ground and walked passed me. My head hit the floor and I got dizzy. My vision was blurry but I could tell Bert was going to throw a punch.

I got up once again and opened the door. I ran to Bert and shoved him out the door. He almost tripped but he didn't.

When he was out the door I shut the door and locked it. Bert kept knocking on the door or should I say pounding on the door.

I turned towards Mikey. "Why did your boyfriend leave so early? I would have loved to beat the shit out of him but he isn't here anymore so that leaves you." Mikey says walking towards me.

The pounding seemed to stop but I could here Bert was still outside. He was screaming.

I made a dumb choice and looked at the door. I got shoved to the door. The handle dug into me. I screamed.

Bob then punched my on my jaw. My head snapped to the side. That's gonna bruise. I was pulled away to the door and pushed into the kitchen. Bob held me still while Mikey went to grab something.

Mikey turned around with a knife in his hands. Ha! Shut up! I tried to move out of Bob's grip on me but it was no use.

I closed my eyes as I felt Mikey put the blade to my cheek. I felt the cold metal against me making me shiver.

"No if we do the face people will see." Bob said.

I kept my eyes closed as Mikey grabbed my wrist. The blade was once again put on my skin this time he added pressure until I felt a sting. He slashed the blade down my arm. I felt the blood roll down my arm.

Tears started to make their way to my eyes but they didn't come out. I kept them in.

Mikey pulled my shirt up and cut everywhere. The pain digged it's way through me. I was in serious pain.

Bob let go of me and I dropped to the floor. I hear them walk away. I heard the door unlocked and open but my vision was poor from all the tears.

I heard someone run towards me. It was Bert. I gave him a weak smile before my vision slowly started to fade away.

I could feel Bert carry me somewhere. I could feel the blood drying up. I could feel Bert's heart beat. It was quick and fast.

We're we running?

I tried to open my eyes but they wouldn't open. So I was left in the dark.

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Soon how do you like it? And thank you so much for reading it means a lot to me. -XoTegs

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