LOVE TRIANGLE / kth. vs. jjk. [SLOW! EDITING]

14; the feelings i kept hidden

"Perfect, Seoyeon!"

"Thank you," I smiled at Mrs. Han and opened a bottle of water before taking a sip out of it. I dropped to the ground, exhausted.

"Have a short break, you deserve it," she allowed.

I nodded my head.

"Seoyeon?"

"Yes?"

"Any news from Taeyeon?," she asked directly.

I sighed. "I tried calling her but her boyfriend picked up the phone and didn't let me speak to her," I told her.

She knitted her eyebrows in confusion and let out a soft sigh. "Try calling her again. There must be something fishy going on..."

"I think so too... but I can't imagine what it would be."

"Well, you cou-"

Mrs. Han was interrupted by a knock on the door, cutting her sentence off. We both turned to the door and saw Mr. Choi open the door. "Sorry for interrupting your lesson, Mrs. Han but Mrs. Park caught a cold and won't be able to teach for the next few days. We have no dance teacher for Jiyoon now," he said.

"Oh, no problem, I'm on my way. The lesson is over anyway," Mrs. Han said and grabbed all of her stuff before turning to me. "See you tomorrow, Seoyeon. Keep it up," she said and winked at me. I waved at her until I saw her close the door. I turned to the other side where my bag was lying around. Taking a look at my watch, I realized I still had ten minutes until my break was over. I kneeled in front of my bag and started putting my belongings, well, my water bottle, in there and zipped the zipper close.

All of a sudden, I hear someone opening the door. I turned around to look who it was but before I realized it, that someone suddenly pushed me on the shoulders, gripping on them and pinned me up against the wall, causing me to shut my eyes close due to the light pain.

"What the-"

I was cut off as that someone's grip tightened. Not even after a second, he crashed his lips against mine, stealing my first kiss.

My first kiss!

What the fuck is going on?!

I tried to push him away from me but he was too strong. I dared to open up my eyes to see who it was and saw...

...Jungkook?!

"Jungkook, stop!," I managed to say in-between the kiss but he just kept on kissing me. "Jung-"

"Please," he pleaded. „Just this one time, please." He closed the gap between our lips again, kissing me tenderly.

I don't know why but upon hearing his desperation, I kissed him back.

Our kiss soon turned into a passionate, longing, yet gentle kiss. Our lips moved in sync, not wanting to part. The temperature heated up and all I could feel was Jungkook's hungry lips on mine.

We broke the kiss to take breathes as we were to immersed in kissing.

"Jungkook... why?," I asked, having realized what we just did.

"I...Seoyeon... I love you."

What?

"I held it in for so long but... I can't do it anymore. I never was in love with Jiyoon. I just didn't tell you because I didn't have to courage to confess you. Every time you talked to me about Taehyung, something deep inside me tore apart. Every time you thought I loved Jiyoon, I had the urge to confess you and tell you that it's not the truth. This is the truth... I love you! Not Jiyoon or anyone else. I know... I know that you love Taehyung but... but maybe... I can make you forget him, just give me time so that I can prove how much I really love you because I really do," Jungkook confessed, his dark brown eyes staring right into mine.

I stood frozen in my place as I had to realize what he just told me.

He's not in love with Jiyoon, my best friend but I still mentioned it every time.

He loves me... Jungkook loves me... and I still talked about Taehyung in his presence.

I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid.

How couldn't I realize?

How could I hurt Jungkook that much although I didn't intend to?

How could I not realize his true feelings for me?

"I'm sorry, Jungkook. I- I don't even know how to apologize to you properly. I'm- I'm just so sorry, I just didn't know. If only I realized it sooner, it wouldn't have hurt you so much. I'm so sorry," I said, tears brimming in my eyes.

Jungkook came a little, but not too much, closer. Bringing his hand to my face, he wiped my, by now, falling tears away with his thumb. "Please, don't cry, Seoyeon. It hurts to see you cry too," he said, wanting me to feel better. "Actually, it hurts seeing you crying more than hearing you talk about Taehyung or everything else. I'd still want you to be happy."

I smiled lightly at him. He has such a good personality... but why can't I love him? Why does my heart want Taehyung? If only I could control my heart, i would change my feelings.

Maybe my feelings can change.

Maybe, if I give my heart enough time...

...maybe it'll change its feelings to loving Jungkook.

Maybe I can forget about Taehyung if I try to fall in love with Jungkook.

Maybe Jungkook can make me forget Taehyung.

But wait.

Isn't that something like using Jungkook?

Isn't that using him as a method to forget Taehyung?

"Is it okay for you to try making me forget him?," I then asked. "Wouldn't you feel used?"

Jungkook shook his head. "Don't think of it as using me. Think of it as giving me a chance," he said, smiling sincerely at me. „I will try my best winning your heart," he then said, winking at me.

I chuckled. "Well then... I look forward to it?"

We grinned at each other playfully as always. Nothing really changed between us, I'd say, with the exception that I now know how Jungkook really feels about me.

"Ah, Seoyeon?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you have time tomorrow? There's this one movie staring on saturday," he said. "Wanna watch it with me?"

Alone?

Okay, wait. Something did change. I'm thinking different of Jungkook now. I would've just say yes a few days ago without having any worries or something but now I actually felt my heart skip a beat.

"S-sure, why not?," I eventually agreed.

"It's a deal then!," Jungkook said enthusiastically.

I nodded my head. "Yupp."

A/n: Lowkey shipping Seoyeon and Jungkook (SeoKook? Jungyeon? (lel Twice)) Who do you ship?

Seoyeon x Jungkook
(SeoKook/Jungyeon)

Seoyeon x Taehyung
(SeoHyung/Taeyeon)

Haha, Seoyeon's sister whoops~