LOVE TRIANGLE / kth. vs. jjk. [SLOW! EDITING]

15; the day you stole my first kiss

I took deep long breathes standing in front of the cinema. I looked around, searching for him as many people passed by. Having looked to my left, I finally saw a figure walking towards me. He had his bunny smile like always on and waved at me.

He looks so different today...

His hair was styled to the side so that you could see his forehead. He wasn't dressed as usual, he didn't wear his white t-shirt, baggy pants and timberlands, but a shirt and jeans instead, making me realize that it's a date one more time.

I felt my heart skip a beat and rapidly beating after.

Why so suddenly?

Is it because I don't see Jungkook as a friend anymore but as someone I could fall in love with? To be very honest, I don't know myself.

„Hey, Seoyeon," he said, standing in front of me. „You look beautiful today." He flashed me a shy smile as his voice got quieter with the last words, probably because he wasn't use to this as well.

I smiled back at him. „You look good too, Jungkook. Different than usual but I like it," I honestly stated.

He smiled at me, shyly, again, making me feel butterflies in my stomach. I could feel the heat rushing to my cheeks, tinting them light pink. I hid my face with my hair strands and Jungkook laughed at me. „Let's go, the movie's starting soon," he said and ruffled my hair before he suddenly took my hand and walked into the cinema.

Honestly, I don't know how to feel about this...

It was just a day before yesterday I'd tell him to cheer up because of Jiyoon.

It was just a day before yesterday I'd see him as my best friend.

It was just a day before yesterday he confessed his love to me.

It was just a day before yesterday I wouldn't feel butterflies because of his touch.

How can only two days change my feelings that easily?

Well, I wouldn't say feelings. I can't deny that I don't have any romantic feelings towards Jungkook, yet.

Yes, I feel the butterflies.

Yes, I blush in his presence.

And yes, I don't see him as a best friend anymore.

But I'm still unsure if I could fall in love with him, although I want to.

I really want to.

But I can't change my feelings, can I? I can't change the way I feel about him.

But he can.

Maybe, if I give it some time, I'll eventually fall in love with him.

And forget Taehyung.

No, Seoyeon. Don't think of Taehyung while you're with Jungkook. It's not fair toward Jungkook.

Think of Jungkook. Think of Jungkook. He's next to you.

The more I wanted to think about Jungkook, the more my thoughts wandered to Taehyung.

His smile.