Swimming Pools (Drank)- Kendrick Lamar
I took another sip, feeling my insanity slipping away.
Some people drink for popularity. Some for the way it feels. Some to drown their sorrows. That was my problem.
I loved the way a couple drinks could make you forget everything. It could numb your skin and take away the pain.
I leaned back on the wall outside the science building. The sun has set and the air was starting to get cold.
My parents think I'm studying with my friends. My friends think I'm at home babysitting my little brother.
I got up from the only place here that doesn't have video survailence and threw my empty beer bottle into the creek that runs through our school so no one can find it.
I started to walk back home. My cuts didn't burn anymore. My mind was empty. And my voices were quiet.
Everything felt faded.
~V
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Gasoline-- Tronnor AU
FanfictionOne struggles with his sexuality. The other with his body image. One suffers from anxiety. The other from anorexia. A boyfriend would only make their problems worse. Right? Warnings: Drinking, Smoking, Self Harm, Eating Disorders, Language, Smut
