Gasoline-- Tronnor AU

Chapter 46- Troye

Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

I texted Mum telling her I was spending the night with Connor. She was hesitant but agreed as long as I promised to come straight home the next morning.

I snuggled into Connor's side, he automatically wrapped his arms around my slight body. Everyone else left an hour ago. Connor's mom came home, but she didn't ask any questions. Just smiled and said that she's glad I'm ok. But I saw something else in her eyes. It was small but unmistakable... fear.

I'm the reason why Tilly's in the hospital. I could have hurt Connor. I would've broken my family. I put so many people in danger last night.

I sniffled wiping my eyes.

Why does life have to be so hard?

I cant even hurt myself without hurting the people I care about. Before I knew it, I was full-on crying.

Connor didn't respond. He just looked at me with a frown. The question 'what's wrong?' was written all over his face, but he didn't ask.

"I don't know," I sighed.

"That's ok," he smiled softly. "Things will get better Tro. And I'll do everything I can to help."

I nodded, not wanting to talk about sad things anymore. I changed the topic.

"Last night... were you serious about wanting to- to marry me?"

He blushed. My heart skipped a beat. I think I just fell in love all over again. So much for distancing myself...

I laughed kissing his cheek. "Did you?"

"Hell yes, Tro. I want to marry you. There's nobody else that I want."

"Good because I feel the same way."

I think the smile that spread across his face is worth it. I would take all the pain in the world to see him smile like that.

I've never really thought much about the future. Never figured out what I want to do with my life. What I want to do after high school. I never saw myself living that long to be honest.

But now I'm lying in bed with a boy thinking about our wedding day.

"Can we get a huge chocolate cake??" Connor said excitedly. "And an ice sculpture. And.. oh my gosh..! We should have a huge pride flag!!"

"Of course Kitten," I smiled pressing a kiss to his forehead.

"I love when you call me that," he pulled me impossibly closer.

"I love you Kitten," I said.

"I love you more."

~V

Ugh that was the cheesiest thing I've ever written. I think there's only gonna be like 2-3 more chapters. 

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