Basically, in this one, Dean and Cas are fighting about stupid shit and they're very very salty towards each other
The title says it all, as per usual.
ENJOY THE GAY MY SKANKS OF BOOTYFULLNESS, LOVE YA TAH PIECES BRAH *wraps you in blankets and hands you a cup of hot chocolate* *whispers* enjoy the gay, my child...
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"Heya, Sammy. Watcha up to?" Dean asked with fake cheerfulness as he glared at Cas from across the room. Sam is taken back by the attitude and looks behind him at Castiel who is leaning against the far bookshelf with his arms crossed. He looks back at Dean.
"Uh, nothing..?"
"You don't sound so sure" Dean said as he sat down across from him, Cas's glare was strong, the tension in the room was so thick Sam could hardly breathe.
"Well, right now you and Cas are fighting like an old married couple so things are very awkward, Dean" Sam sighed, done with him and Cas caring so much about each other and not admitting they are completely obsessed with the other. Love. So frustrating, especially when it comes down to your older brother and his best friend.
"Sam, we can't fight like a married couple if we're not married" Cas added, but it was like he was across the room, very distant which he kinda was but you'd expect an angel's voice to carry more.
"Y-yeah! What he said. Not that I'm siding with him or anything because his decisions right now are completely insane! And I am a sane person who doesn't side with insane people because I'm just that sane!" Dean's eyes were now burning into Castiel's; not the anger he has towards someone else but this was cute anger. Like 'My boyfriend didn't text me back' kind of anger. It surely was entertaining. Sam still had no idea what they were fighting about though but he could agree on something. Dean is for sure not sane, no one is these days.
"You are so childish" Cas shook his head and tried to walk past Dean who grabbed his arm. Cas looked down at Dean's hand and then back up at Dean. I guess Dean sometimes forgets that Cas is an angel who can snap him in half if he wanted to.
Sam was honestly just trying to drink his kelp smoothie and then go to bed but I guess he was gonna have to take that to his room. He leaves silently yet quickly shuffles in his socks across the room and listens in as he sits in front of his door in the hallway of the bunker.
"What?" Dean asked Cas who was practically nose to nose with him yet they both kept tense and kept their jaws clenched.
"I said you're childish!" Cas ripped his arm out of Dean's and backed away.
"Oh! Is that so? I'm childish? I'm the one being dumb when your feathery ass insists on laying low when the devil is out there committing mass genocide in the state of Ohio!
"The devil is stronger than us and you know it. You leaving tomorrow to go fight him is suicide, Dean and I won't allow it" Cas's tone was calmer and more gentle this time yet the anger in frustration was practically painted all over his face and in his eyes.
"At least I'm going out and fighting and not hiding inside all safe and cozy like you are! You're a damn coward, Cas! WHY DO YOU GIVE A DAMN?! I WOULDN'T CARE IF THE SITUATION WERE REVERSED, NOT ONE DAMN BIT " Dean bellowed. His words were harsh and as soon as he said them he wanted to say he was sorry but he didn't, they were lies.
"Why do I give a damn? Why do I give a damn?!" Cas's face went from anger to utter rage as he shoved Dean into the bookshelf. Books and encyclopedias falling to his feet. Dean was shocked, his body tensed as he gripped Cas's trenchcoat, moving to push him off but angel strength trumps human strength. "Dean you are such an idiot! There is so many better ways to go about this but you're always the one who wants to jump into the fire; being ignorant to what the aftermath might be, how some may feel when you're gone! Do you ever think about that?! Huh?!" Cas shook Dean, banging him against the shelf, tears in his eyes. Dean has never ever seen Cas come this close to crying.
The room was full of every emotion known to man. Dean didn't know whether to yell back or hug him.
"Cas..." Dean whispered, his face was calm, no anger or irritation left in him for Cas to shake out.
"Why do you think I stick around?! Because I care, you're my family. I chose you over my given brothers and sisters! I chose you! You! I gave all of it up for you! Don't you dare-Don't you ever leave me. You hear me?! Do you?! You stupid idiot!" Cas's hands were in tight fists, Dean's flannel gripped in them.
"Cas..." He said again but Cas wasn't listening. Cas just couldn't stop talking as a tear rolled down his cheek.
"How could you! I could you not see?! You ungrateful assbutt!! Did it ever occur to you how devastated I was when Metatron told me you were dead, or when you made yourself a human bomb to kill off the darkness? I thought you were gone, and both times it was you trying to be a hero and sacrifice yourself! You're too selfless, too reckless. Too damn stupid!! I hate it when you're like this, please just think for one second you dumb stupid son of a bitc-" Cas didn't get to finish, Dean gripped his tie in one of his hands and slammed their lips together.
Cas hit his chest and pulled away. Letting his hands rest against Dean's chest as he stared at him. Dean's face flushed red as he bowed it shamefully and tried to step away. "I'm sorry, Castiel-" This time Dean was cut off by him being pushed back into the shelf and the angels lips were back on his. "Shut up, you dumb son of a bitch" Cas whispered and melted into him. All the anger burning into love.
"I love you, I'm sorry" Dean whispered between kisses as Cas held Dean's face with both his hands ever so gently.
"I love you, too much" Cas sobbed as he kissed him over and over again, the longer they kissed the more passionate it became. All the staring, all the lingering touches, all the gestures. All of it leading up to this.
"Don't go, please stay" Cas begged as he leaned his forehead against Dean's a few more tears slipping off his face and dripping onto Dean's shoes.
"Never" He replied as he pecked his lips, letting the kiss linger way passed the point of swollen lips and messy hair they were angry kissing.
" 'Bout time" Sam said to himself as he sipped the last bit of his smoothie and heading to his room, putting in his headphones just in case.
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Ayyyeeee! sup mah dudes, I wrote this all in one night and didn't put a whole lot of effort into it but I hope you still liked iiiitttt. HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE GAY MY CUTIE PATOOTIES!
BAi
-Daddy
