Cas gets fed up with Deans bullshit of not letting him take care of him when he's too reckless.
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Dean groaned as he slumped into a chair at the big map table, Sam following quickly behind him with only a few cuts on his face. Dean was much worse due to being the bait since he'd never let Sammy be the bait. Too risky, Dean thought.
A flap of wings sounded and there was his beautiful boyfriend Cas.
"Dean? Sam? Are you okay?" He asked concerned and pressed two fingers to Sam's forehead, healing him while they both kept their eyes on Dean.
"Dean..you didn't" Cas closed his eyes trying to hide in his emotions.
"It was the only way Cas, shut it" Dean grumbled as Sam slowly backed out of the room wide eyed and not prepared to deal with the shit that was about to go down.
"Why didn't you call me? You could have been killed Dean! Dean let me heal you, you're bleeding" Cas moved towards Dean to heal him but Dean swatted his hand away leaving Cas looking hurt.
"I had to do what j had to do, I deserve this, now shut it!" Dean stood up, slightly towering over the Angel.
Cas was fed up with all his fucking bullshit of being so reckless and careless when it comes to his own life.
"Dammit Dean you always do this!" Cas was furious now, the anger rising up inside him that was mostly just love.
"DO WHAT? Look after my family!? That's all I've ever done and every time I do something it's always complaining that I'm suicidal or something!!" Dean and Cas were now practically chest to chest with rage.
"IT'S FINE TO CARE AND MAYBE EVEN SACRIFICE YOURSELF BUT DEAN THIS-" Cas lowered his voice and tried to hold back the tears.
"Just ever t-time," His voice broke and a tear fell. "Every time you leave I don't know if you'll come back safe to me" More tears fell and he released a small sob.
"Cas..."
"You never tell me where you're going and that time you didn't come back for days I just- Dean please stop this" Cas could feel his heart just breaking because he loved Dean to much, too much it'd drive him insane. Cas placed his hand on the side of Deans face, Dean leaning into the touch and holding on to his hips while Cas' other hand rested against Deans chest.
"But..I have to look out for Sammy, that's my job" A tear fell from Deans face.
"You can't look out for him if you're dead, Dean" Cas whispered and the thought of Dean being dead again just completely broke him.
"Oh my god Dean please stop this" He racked out a loud sob as he wrapped his arms around him and hugged him as he trembled with worry.
"I promise babe, I'll stop" I mean it, I truly do.
"Now," Cas pulled back slightly and looked into Dean gorgeous green eyes, the eyes he'd fallen helplessly in love with. "Let me heal you" He smiled and leaned up on his tip toes, their lips brushed together before they pressed together perfectly. A white light glowed and when Cas pulled back, Dean was back to his usual complexion.
"I love you so much" Dean said yet it sounded as if he was talking to himself.
"I love you too" Cas replied as Dean tipped Cas' chin up with his finger and closed his eyes as he pressed a soft kiss to his warm pink lips.
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A/N
That was kinda angsty and I know I said I wouldn't do angst because of Twist and Shout but I AM A STRONG INDEPENDENT FANGIRL THAT DON'T NEED NO FLUFF. Just kidding I live off that cute shit. ANYWAY if you liked it or cried a little at its patheticness or shit writing than comment below.
Stay strong mah gaybies but is you're straight that's cool.
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