If You Want

Chapter 10- Lost Memories, New Dates

Trevors Pov

"Lyra!" I opened my eyes wide but spoke quietly.

"Ly!" Ricky went over and hugged her.

We both were ecstatic but her mother wasn't happy and Lyra looked confused.

"What's wrong?" I asked May, her mother.

"Who are you?" Lyra asked standing up.

"That's what's wrong." She sighs.

"Ricky who is he?" I heard her whisper.

"Bring all the boys in." I told the nurse. I knew the boys started to arrive at their lunch break which was all at the same time, well close too.

Lyras POV

"Ricky who is he" I ask trying to be quiet.

"He's  your roommate." He responded.

Roommate? I don't have a roommate, "What?"

"Yeah he lives with you in your apartment." He said sitting me back down and sitting next to me.

"Have we, you know?" I embarrassingly said.

He laughed a little, "I don't think so."

"Lyra's awake?" Kian came over and hugged me.

"Where's Sam?" I ask seeing that Trevor boy cringe at the name.

"He's on his way." Just as he said that another boy walked in.

"Lyra hey." He filled the space between the bed board and my hip.

"Who's he?" I whisper to Ricky.

"That's Jc." He said.

"Wait what?" Jc sounded confused.

"She doesn't remember anyone or anything from after we arrive at Minnesota." Mother looked down.

I don't know why she's sad and I don't remember the boy sitting next to me or who just opened the door. I have to get out this us weird, having people I don't know in the room. Now's my time. Okay, first stand up and walk to the door and open and just walk out. Just as I got down the hall I could breathe again and clear, well recollect my mind.

"What are you doing Lyra?" Sam asked walking over to my spot on the window seal.

"Sam?" My words barely came out.

"What's wrong Ly?" 

"I don't remember!" I began to cry and he took me into his arms.

"They people in my room." I manage to say.

"Who do you remember?" He said running his fingers through my rats nest of hair.

"You, Ricky, my mother, and Kian." I'm still crying.

"So you don't know Jc? Connor? Trevor? Tyler?" He said with a slight smile.

"Ricky told me about Trevor and told me JTs name but the others don't ring a bell." I looked in his dark crystal eyes.

He laughed, "it's Jc."

"Don't judge me I don't know." 

"Then I'll tell you." And that's what he did. Explained to me each story I have lived through and don't even remember.

As he explained each I remember a little more about who he was talking about. At then end I was crying harder and he whipped away each tear and brought his hands to my face. His cold hands feel amazing upon my wet, salty cheeks. He was my first best friend, other than Ricky who is more like my brother, and I'm glad he's here with me. Just as I thought this moment couldn't get better his soft lips hit mine and didn't pull away. His hands still on my face makes me wonder what to do with mine, I'm over-thinking this, like I over think everything. My first kiss is with my best friend, while sitting on a window seal in a hospital, a hospital. That word made me pull away and he looked down. 

"As much as I enjoyed that I took into consideration that we're in a hospital." I said after a moment.

He smiled a gorgeous smile, "Lyra?"

"Yes?" I said looking back into his crystal like eyes.

"Will you go to a dinner and theater thing with me Friday night?" He said his eyes freezing every emotion I have other than lust.

"A dinner and theater thing it sounds a little fancy," I mock, "I'd love too!"

"Perfect." He smiled, "we should get back to the room don't you think?" 

I nodded and he grabbed my hand making my whole body melt to water. When we opened the door everyone looked shocked.

"Food anyone?" I say bringing a smile to each of their faces, except Trevors who was staring at our laced fingers.

Trevors POV

"Food anyone?" She seems innocent , she is innocent.

Everyone is smiling and laughing throwing out ideas of what to shove into our mouths, not me. Why are they holding hands? Why are her eyes red? Was she crying? Did he kiss her? What the hell why am I so jealous all of a sudden? She isn't mine, she doesn't even remember me. Now she's staring at me, great! Probably because I'm staring at them. Crap I'm staring at them! I look away and I can still see she's studying me like I'm a book. He's gorgeous! Wait she's gorgeous. Who am I falling for? My ex or my roommate? I'm confusing myself now, perfect.

"So this food idea?" I say standing.

"Food!" We all practically shout getting a shush from the nurse.

I saw that Tyler kid looking at me, he has a thing for me probably. He isn't bad looking actually. I should talk to him, I know his back story and he knows some of mine. This could work out.

"Hey." I say as we walked down the halls dropping behind the group.

"Hey!" He responses giving me a smile that could win an award.

"I saw you back there," his face got red, "and I wanted to know if out wanted to go see a movie or something Friday."

He smiles even brighter, "I'd love too!"

At that point I grab his hand and we walk a little faster to catch up with everyone. I knew this may not be a great idea because Tyler is one of Lyras best friends but she is dating my boyfr-, my ex boyfriend. I look down at the thought but he squeezes my hand causing my smile to come back out, I love it, I love, her.