If You Want

Chapter 16- First Time

(This part gets a little.............. sexual. Comment, vote, and share! It only takes two seconds :) Love you all!)

Character List

Lyra-16, owns a monster

Lyras mum-38, Lyras mom

Trevor-16, owns a ghost

Ricky- 19, Lys first real best friend

Sam-17, Lys "boyfriend", Lys first best friend

Kian-17, Lys second best friend

Connor-19, Lys third best friend

Tyler-17, Lys friend, works at Starbucks (My Reality friend)

Lylia-17, Sams roommate, Lys becoming friend

Vivian- 18, Lylias ex-girlfriend

Jocelyn-15, at the party

Rowen-15, at the party

Evelyn-16, at the party

Lillian-17, Connors friend

Carder-18, at the party

Conner-19, at the party (girl)

Lana- 16, Tylers roommate

Brooke-16, at the party (My reality friend)

Jenny-16, at the party (My reality friend)

Bre-15 (My reality friend)

Her lips touch mine and I feel like pulling away but I don't. Why? Her lips were soft and cold. I pulled away after a second an didn't know what to do. I was so in ah that I didn't move. Next thing I knew I had all my stuff and was grabbing my keys. Without a word I was in my car driving down the road, I declined her call and continued to drive. I didn't know what to do so I drove to the cafe.

"Is Connor in?" I ask the lady.

"Uh not today." She replied.

"Lillian?" I try again.

"Yeah," she looked back, "Lillian!"

"Why are you here?" Lillian asked as we sat.

"She kissed me." I blurt.

"Who Lylia?" She spit out her drink.

"Yes! This morning and I panicked." I said pacing.

"It's fine. It's not like it meant anything." She's not helping.

"I don't know. Should I tell Sam?"

"Oh yeah. I forgot you two were a thing. I wouldn't." She sipped her drink.

"Ugh!"

"I have to get back to work. You'll be fine." She gave me a hug and drove home.

I avoided Trevor and sat in the room working on next months work. I sat and wondered and next thing I knew Trevor was knocking on the door asking if he could come lay down. I look at the clock and it 10:03pm so I decide to let him in and take a shower and lay down myself.

School was long like normal except I got more looks this time and more people talked to me. Mostly from the party but they all brought attention to me which made me panic. Tuesday is work. I can't wait. I decided to wear a white dress that went to my knees and had a brown belt. I wore my brown wedges and was up before Trevor.

"Good morning!" I say with a grand smile.

"Someone is having a great morning." He slides past me putting his hands near my hips and sending chills up my spin.

"I am up and ready! Cinnamon Rolls are in the oven." I grab a cup and he pours me hot cocoa.

"We both work, live away from our parents, do adult things, but we don't drink coffee just hot chocolate." He laughed making me choke a little.

"Hey I don't mind. There is no age restriction for hot cocoa." I giggle and grab the melty, warm, rolls out of the oven.

"School today?" I ask as I ice the cinnamon buns.

"Yes ma'am." He laughed.

I smile, "half day?"

"No, but I will be home for lunch if you want to go out and grab something.

"That would be frantasic." I kissed his cheek.

"See you later hun."He grabbed another roll and a water and headed out.

My boss called and gave me they day off so I decided to clean and went to get some more groceries. Just as I got done putting everything away there was a knock at the door surprising me a little bit. I hope it isn't Lylia.

"Sammers?!" I hugged him.

"How's my princess?" He kiss my lips before I could respond.

I could feel it. Not here, not now. It's not your choice, it's mine. My subconsious made me fall into his arms. It felt like hours but I could finally hear. The TV was on, my head is laid on his lap and he's running his fingers down my hair.

"Sam?" I partially get out but I still can't see.

"Ly. Are you okay?" He helped me sit up.

"I can't open my eyes." I get out.

"Here." I can feel him get up.

He has water on his finger and is rubbing my eyelids and I can feel them untighten a little.

"Open your mouth and lean back." He guides his hands across my jaw line.

I do as he says and he giggle, "I'm surprised you listened."

He pours what think is water into my mouth and it feels good going down my hoarse throat.

I finally get my eyes open, "how long?"

"You were out for tenish minutes and it's been twelve since you spoke." He says cupping my face.

I kiss him and he pulls me closer. His tongue slid across my bottom lip and I let it pass. I have never done this and now I am doing it with my first boyfriend, wait, was he my first boyfriend? I blow off the thought and get back into the swing of things.

"Come on." I'm literally out of breath.

"Really." He got excited.

"Totally." I grab his hand and next thing I know my dress is on the ground and his shirt is coming off.

I don't know what I am doing. I let him take the lead but I try to help. I'm just laying here trying to be, well sexual. I almost giggle but Sams mouth caught it. We both let out a small scream amost at the same time and now we're laying next to each other panting and sweating a bit.

"I love you." He look into my eyes.

"I love you." I say back and he chuckled.

"What?" I question.

"Honestly I don't know why I laughed but why don't you say Too?"

"I don't want it to sound like I'm agreeing. I want to make a statement." I look back over and he smiles then pulls over and kissed me.

Trevors POV

"I wonder if she remembered we made plans for lunch," I thought to myself.

I pulled into the parking lot and there was her car. She must be here unless she left with someone else, Sam. I rolled my eyes at the thought and went inside. I stop to talk to Mrs. Shelly and stopped in to say hi to Carol who works at the day care. I fumble with my keys but finally unlock the door. I hear her singing in the shower so she must have remember and I am early to get home, like always. Just as I sat down myself I hear a thump and scream coming from the bathroom.