If You Want

Chapter 18- Back to "Mommies"

I woke up next to a tired Trevor who I was still cuddling next too. I don't go to class anymore and he's skipping the Monday. I can't believe I got accepted and that I have to leave. I want him to come with me. I want everyone to come 4 1/2 hours away from here with me.

"Hey it's okay." He wipped the ear that slipped down my cheek.

I hug him tighter, "I don't want to leave."

"It will be okay. I promise we are all here to support and love you. After a year of being with you I know how you are ad you're strong." He pulls me closer.

We cuddled in silence and I know I needed to call my mother, "I need a shower and you need to go to class."

We both got up, "or we could just stay here."

"No, I need to go be with my mother and you need education." I smile.

I push him into the bathroom and call my mom and tell her I'm coming to pick her up in an hour or so. I hop in the shower right after he finished and let the burning water untie all the knotes in my back.

"Have a great day!" I kiss Trevors cheek and push him out the door.

He smiled, "love you Ly!"

I dress in white shorts and my black and white free hugs shirt. I do my make-up and blow dry my hair leaving it looking crimped from my last perm. I throw on my black convers and grab my keys and hook them to my belt loop. I have a feeling today will be a good day. We decided to go Olive Garden and I finally get through all the traffic.

"Mommy!" I hug her right as I see her.

She looked surprised, "hey babe!'

"Ready to eat!" I laughed at her expression.

She put on a disgusted face and fake gasped, "my daughted as me if I'm ready to eat?" She over eggaerated 'me'.

We both laugh and we walk into the resturant and get our table. Pasta is both my and my mothers favorite food so I decided to feed her with her favorite before telling her the great news. We talk up a storm and after we're done eating I order us some desert while she is in the bathroom.

"Ready to go?" Mother asked when she came back from the restroom.

I motion her to sit, "not yet."

"Oh okay. I guess we have no rush!" She smiled.

We bean to talk as ice cream and a brownie come to our table. My mother laugh and gasp but smiles. I smile back, thank the waiter, and began to eat. After two bites I know I have to tell her.

"Mother, I got accepted to the culinary school I wanted to go to!" I finally blurt.

She almost chokes on her brownie but claps, "Oh my gosh! Congrates sweet heart!" She hugs me and she looks like she's going to cry.

"I'm leaving next semester and only Trevor knows. I'm going to tell the rest Friday." I look down but she lifts my chin up.

"I low you're sad but don't worry princess it will all work out." She patted my back.

I wanted to cry but not here, "I know."

We finished eating and decided to go to the spa. We both knew that we didn't need anymore shopping so that what we chose. We got there and I texted Trevor.

*Hey* I click send.

*Hello! Everything okay?* He replied quite quickly.

*Yes actually! I'm at the spa with my mum*

*Have fun have to get back to class XD*

*Lol love you <3*

*love you too babe*

My mom looks at me and I smile at her. Just as she was about to speak the lady called out name.

"This is something you deserve." I push my mom through the doors and pay for the spa trip before hand.

After everything was done my mother and I say on the tables waiting for our oil massages.

"You didn't have to do this." She said.

"I know but this is me thanking you for raising me and loving me." I reply and don't let her speak until the people walk in.

"I love you Ly." She simply states.

I smile and lay down, "I love you mommy."

I could her the masseuses awe but I continue on. I already pre-bought/paid the fines so my mother wouldn't and ordered a separate package for me and her.

"How much will this cost?" My mother asked the lady.

She looks at her tablet, "uh it's already paid for."

"Lyra Jones!" My mother yells

I laugh, "mother it's fine. Plus you don't want to be tense while you get your massage."

She rolls her eyes and chuckles then lays down.I do the same and five minutes into the massge I get a text.

*I'll be home at 7. Be ready. Fancy ready.* From Trevor.

*Okay.* I simply reply.

 After we finished everything it was 5:15pm. We both smell like flowers and sunshine. We both finally make it back to her house.

"What are you going to wear on your date?" Momma J asked and sat on the couch.

I laugh and playfully roll my eyes, "probably my yellow dress and red belt."

"No." She scoffs.

"Excuse me?"

"Can I give you a make-over?" She asks.

I think about everything and answer, "why not!"

I go back into her bedroom and think of all the memories. She pulls me into her huge closet. She choses a black ankle length dress with a slit up to the middle of my thight. Before the dress she put on my make-up, eye liner, foundation and such, grey smokey eye, and red lipstick with some shimmer gloss. After I get the dress on she curls my hair and gets the finishing touch, black high heels with straps going up the leg.

She finally spoke when she was looking at me through the mirror, "this is what I wore to your father and I's first party."

"Mother."

"Yes darling." She answers.

"I really do love you." I try not to cry and give her the biggest hug I could get out of myself.

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