Give Your Heart A Break

Chapter 5

Naya's POV

I had finished worked and Demi was sitting there looking gorgeous as always. She was wearing a dress that hugged her curves perfectly and she wasn't wearing much make up which made her look even more beautiful

"Hi," I said

"You look beautiful," she said

"Same for you as always," I said and she started blushing

"So where are we going?" I asked

"There's a nice Italian restaurant up the road that I made a booking for," she said

"Let's go,"

We walked to the restaurant in silence, but it was a comfortable silence until we reached the restaurant. Once we got there the waitress took us to our table and gave us the menus

I was looking through mine when Demi grabbed my hands in hers

"Naya why did you leave me?" she asked

This is the moment I've been dreading.. The whole reason I left, why I threw my life away with the love of my life

"Naya don't cry," Demi said wiping away my tears

I didn't even realise I was crying.. I knew I had to tell her now and I wasn't going to get out of it

"Well, where do I begin," I said

"Anywhere you want," she said rubbing my hand which made me feel more comfortable

"Ok well you know how I was an out lesbian,"

"Yes,"

"Well I hadn't told my family," I stopped and swallowed the tears that were threatening to come out and kept going

"I told them this was about one week before I left you and they all disowned me, my father ran away from us and my mother thought and still does think this that I'm sick in the head," I took another deep breath

"My mom lives with me now and I know it's stupid but she lost everything the house, the money and me being an only child decided to take her in with me,"

I looked at Demi and she was taking all this in so I decided to continue

"One of the reasons I left was because of this I felt horrible that my mom had no where to live even though she hated me and still does and I knew if she lived with us she would despise us even more and try to break us up and I couldn't let that happen," I said and a tear rolled down my cheek

"So you broke us up instead," Demi said trying to understand me

"In a way yes but at that time I was scared and thinking of everything that could go wrong and I reacted by running away from my problems,"

"You know you could've talked to me, I would've dropped everything for you and still would now,"

"Well that was only one of the reasons," I stated

"Go on,"

"Remember how I was pregnant and we went home and you said you were right we weren't ready and all that?" I asked

"Yes,"

I could feel a lot more tears rolling down my face now

"Naya what is it?" She asked with a worried look on her face

"They had made a mistake I was pregnant,"