So Human

pain

Pain is always there.

It's just become the norm to me.

with it, I feel broken

but sometimes,

I think that without it,

I would feel empty.

I don't know though and

I realize that

I've never really had a chance

to find out.

But hey, it's my life

I just need to find a way to deal.

I've been tempted to pick up the phone,

and call an anonymous someone,

but every time I pick up the phone,

I get scared and give up.

I want help.

I need help.

but i'm scared to ask