Made For You [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER EIGHT: Always In My Thought

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"As the family goes,so goes the nation and so goes the world which we live in." Pope John Paul II

Julia's POV

After what happened in the cafeteria, I went to the library. Not because I want to read but because I want to be alone where my naughty brother won't find me.

But after that, the time ticked slowly, drawing back the pace at which events have taken place today. Classes ended in a blur. For me especially, I haven't thought of why I reacted that way or maybe why he didn't answer me but rather question me about - what's his name?

Seriously, I still don't know his name. What a girl I'm.

I'm still holding on to my anger. I don't know if I'm angry at myself for behaving that way. Or I'm angry at him for not answering me. I just don't know. I'm messed up. I hurried out of class and I keep walking.

I really don't know what is pushing me. All I know is that I'm heading somewhere. I know I'm a bit rude in there. But it's not my fault.

I'm wondering why I did not keep my cool when Julius gave a blank face to every question I asked him. He expects me to tell him what's going on with me but he's not telling me anything either. He's not always like that. I see no crime in asking my twin what made him angry this morning and afterwards.

I am just pissed by the way he avoids my question. Or was my question too harsh or direct...

''You've been acting rude and weird recently especially when something doesn't seem right or go your way. Tell me why you're being difficult?" That was all I asked him in the cafeteria when that boy with a gorgeous face but a rude personality was busy getting to know my friends.

All that's on my mind now is to get to that place where I always cool off. Where I'm heading to is now very clear to me. In times like this, my body seem to work faster than my brain.

The view is as captivating as ever. Flowers of all sorts beautify the whole place. The green carpet grass still as clean and attractive as it as always been. The swings are placed at the center, trees gracefully surrounding the place. At the end of the big garden are two huge rocks placed side by side where one can sit to get a close view of the entire school compound. It takes someone who frequents the garden to figure the rocks out. They appear small almost like nothing when standing at the entrance but bigger than what one can imagine when close to it. That is how big the place is... No doubt my school garden is situated at the far back of the school. It was shaped in a way that the school buildings are somewhat lower than it.

The garden is void of students since it's closing hour. Everyone to his own house. That makes it comfortable for me. I can seat and think without getting distracted by highschool lovers having their moment, voices or better still the sound of the swing and most importantly, not found by Julee or my friends. I've this place to myself.

I walk deeper into the garden aiming towards the rock. As I get closer, I see a figure seating. It isn't that clear since I'm still a little bit far from the rocks. Head bent in between the thigh, hands wrapped around the slightly bent legs, a phone by the side with the earphone plugged in.

I thought I've this place to myself.

I took cautious step towards the figure. A black back pack sat beside the figure. Dirty blonde hair and a huge body came into view. I can see how absolutely divine the body shape is. This person sat down with much ease not caring about what is going on in the world. I don't even think he knows I'm here. He must be engulfed in that music he is listening to.