Made For You [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: The Things You Do To Me

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Richard's POV

My hands clenched as Julia bowed her head and cried. I can't tell how long we've been seated here.

I've lost track of time it is but the evening is starting to turn into night and it is starting to get a bit too cold and chilly out here.

Last thing I want my girl to get is the cold.

I don't mind how long or how much time we've stayed out. I could do this all night long, if it is for her.

All the hours we spent was used for crying and now is much worse than before.

Though I'm not the one this happened to but I can feel her pain, I know what it feels like to have lost someone we cherish.

It hurts to see her down and in pain.

"By the time I woke the next two days," she coughed. "There was no Ken, he was gone." She cried. I so badly wanted to hug her to myself but she shifted away and stood up walked a little farther from me then turned around to face me. Her hands hanging loosely by her side.

"Everyone was back from but another sad thing is I couldn't find Ken's friend either, but I learnt he was the one who shot Venom and Damien. I don't even know his name or recognize his face. I couldn't thank him." She sobbed and looked down. "Thank him for delivering the disc Ken gave to him that contained how I was raped to Jonathan."

What? He taped it? My blood boiled. I wished I could come face to face with the bastard who did this to my girl.

I wouldn't mind it one bit, I'd castrate him over and over again and ensure his life is a living hell even to the extent of claiming a bed full of thorns his comfort zone.

But...

Julia shook her head not that she knows what is going on in my head. "Jon destroyed it and it remained a secret to us only."

I nod my head. It's a secret and would remain a secret to me. If only she's ready to let it known. Whichever one Julia chooses, I'm in for everything.

Though, it is still much to take in for me, I will cope. It's a risk I've always wanted to take and I'm not planning to chicken out.

I wasn't born a coward.

"And you too," I look up to see Julia looking at me with her teary eyes from behind her eyelashes.

I tried to say something but she is not giving me the chance to. She keeps on talking and the last thing I can do is to keep listening, with that she can know I'm here.

"The news of our kidnap and his death was all over the news and the truth of my situation was kept away and that's pretty much what I wanted." She folded her arms and sniffed.

One way or the other, I felt relieved. But I'm angry, at those who don't know what really happened and hate Julia for what they don't know.

"That's it. The truth you've always wanted, the truth most people don't know nothing about and judge me for." She said. "I'm not complaining, I take the blame."

But she doesn't have to. It's not her fault and that is the thought I want her to erase from her mind. One thing that is certain here is that most people only know a part of the whole truth and that gives them no right nor did it put them in the position to judge her.

For heaven's sake, they are not the high and mighty one.

I stood up and walk towards Julia.

"Kitten!" I called but she raised her hand to stop me from getting closer to her.