imagines; c. d & s. m

S. M. 》Gone, Forever

Someone opened the door and I know it's Shawn from studio. His picture with his ex, kissing, is all over the social media.

I go downstairs and there he is, walking closer to me. I put my hand on my waist and we looked at each other.

"What the fuck is this?" I asked him while showing a picture of him and his ex.

"It's obviously a picture of me and my ex kissing" he said and I feel like an idiot.

"I know but why did you kissed her?" I asked him and i contain the tears thay are forming in my eyes.

"First of all, I didn't kissed her. She's the one who kissed me first" he said while throwing his hand in the air.

"But it says that you kisssed her first" I said and he rolled his eyes.

"I didn't Y/N. Who are you going to believe? That stupid rumors or your boyfriend?" He asked me.

"I guess the rumors than you" I said and he looked at me in disbelief.

"Really Y/N? You are not going to believe me? I'm so tired of explaining this bullshit" he said while grabbing his hair.

"It's always a stressful day and you're just here in the house, sitting down and relaxing" he paused.

"While I'm at the studio, working hard and-" I cut him off by saying
"Cheating on me" I said.

"What the fuck Shawn? How am I supposed to relax if this stupid picture is all over the social media!?"

"How am I supposed to relax if my boyfriend is already cheating on me with his ex" I said and someone just slapped me in my right cheek.

I touched my cheek while shaking. Did Shawn just slapped me? A tear fell on my cheek and I looked at him.

"I guess you do still love your ex" I cried quietly.

"Y/N, I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to" he said worriedly and he tried to touch me.

"Don't" I said before he touch me. His eyes starts to become watery.

"I'm gonna leave" I said and go upstairs. He followed me and I opened my backpack.

I started throwing my clothes inside. He keeps stopping me and I told him to stop.

"Y/N, please" he begged and I looked at him. He's now crying causing my heart to break into pieces.

I go downstairs while carrying my backpack. I grabbed my car key while Shawn's behind my back.

"Shawn, stop" I said and he's now sobbing. I gulped and I don't like seeing Shawn like this.

"Please Y/N, I won't do that again" he said while holding my hand with both of his hand.

"Let me go" I cried while I try myself to remove his hands.

"Babe, Shawn" I heard someone said and I turned around. It's his ex.
"What are you doing here?" Shawn asked her and her eyebrows knotted.

"Why can't I go to my boyfriend's house? And who's that?" She asked while pointing at me.

"I knew you're cheating on me Shawn! You're a liar" I cried and I looked back at his ex.

"Wait, is that your girlfriend?" She asked angrily and Shawn can't even say a word.

She grabbed something on her bag which I didn't expect to see. It's a gun.

Why is she bringing a gun? Is she a killer?

"Why are you bringing a gun?" Shawn asked her and he hugged me tightly.

"Cause I know you have a bitch in your house" she said while smirking. I pulled away in Shawn's tight hug.

I'm shaking and what if she really shoot me? Or us?

"I guess I'm gonna kill two since you have a bitch here, Shawn" she said while pointing the gun on me.

"No, not her!" Shawn yelled and I gulped. She pointed the gun to Shawn and I feel like I'm going to faint.

Not that fast, she pressed the trigger and I covered Shawn by myself. She shot me and I fell on the ground.

"Y/N, wake up. You're going to pay!" He yelled to his ex and he looked back at me.

"Y/N, don't leave me please. I love you" that is the last thing I heard until my vision goes blurry.

Shawn's POV

I sent Y/N to the hospital and I told the police what happened. They said that they'll take care of it.

I'm waiting for the doctor to get out. It's my first time to hit a girl and it feels like I'm a bad person already.

I don't think I can't forgive myself. The doctor got out of the emergency room with a sadness in his face.

"She didn't make it. I'm sorry" he said and I cried. He patted my shoulder.

I go inside and they all go out. I grabbed Y/N's hand and she's wearing the promise ring I gave her.

She's pale and cold. I hugged her and I'm crying a lot.

"I love you so much Y/N. I am so sorry for hitting you" I cried and holding the cheek where I hitted her.

I kissed it softly and I sob. She's now gone. What am I going to do now?

The girl I'm inlove with the most is now gone. The girl I'm happy with.

The girl I want to spend my life with is now gone, forever.