imagines; c. d & s. m

S. M. 》Birthday

I stared blankly at the clock and it's already 11:33 pm. Shawn is not still home. It's my birthday and it hurts, I'm not able to spend it with him.

He always tell me that he'll go home really early starting when I got mad at him for going home at midnight.

Well nothing changed. He's still going home late. I want to give up already. I don't know if I can handle this.

In a relationship with a singer is not easy for me. Going home late and tonight, spending my own birthday alone is too much to face.

(But beeing and feeling alone was too much to face.. ♥ okay okay, I'll stop)

Many of my subsribers, fans and friends are greeting me using twitter. I'm thankful for having them.

I grabbed a lighter and lighten up my candle that I insert in the cake. "Happy Birthday to me" I sighed and blow my candle.

I started eating my cake and put it in the sink after eating a lot. I took a shower and change into some comfortable clothes.

I lay down on bed and I closed my eyes. Minutes passed but I still can't sleep even what position I am.

Shawn's POV

My phone vibrated numerous times and I'm getting irritated. I'm at studio and a lot of works to do.

I sighed and close my eyes, knowing that I disappointed Y/N again. I told her that I'll be starting to going home early but still I'm not.

I wonder if she thinks that I'm cheating because I'm not. I open my phone and my jaw dropped.

Fuck, it's Y/N's birthday yesterday. Many of them are greeting her in twitter. I stood up quickly and put my phone inside my pocket.

I take a look at the time; 12:30 am. My mind is blank and I don't know what to do.

Your POV

I sat down and decided to change my clothes. I'll go to McDonald's since it's open for 24 hours.

I wore jeans, black croptop, denim jacket and converse. I put my hair on a messy bun and grab my wallet with my phone.

I grabbed the keys and headed downstairs. I opened the front door and Shawn's headlight showed up.

He parked his car as I roll my eyes and started locking the door. I started walking away but he quickly get out of the car and grab me on my wrist.

I turn around and I looked at his brown eyes. "I'm sorry" he breathed and I rolled my eyes.

"That's what you're always saying to me" I said and pulled my arm. I turn around and started walking.

"Please, I'm really sorry" he sighed and I quickly turn around so he stopped walking. "Just go home! Let me go" I told him with an irritation in my voice. I'm so done at this.

I turn around and continue walking away. He did what I told him and I sighed.

I go inside the McDonald's and started ordering my food. I sat on the chair and only few people are here since it's already midnight.

While eating, I can't stop thinking about Shawn. I hurted him by saying those words.

.

I'm heading back home and I opened the door. It's quiet so maybe he's asleep already.

I go upstairs quietly. I stood there in shock when I heard sobs. "I'm the worst boyfriend." I heard Shawn said followed by a sob.

My heart broke and I can't believe he said that to himself. I go inside and I'm facing his back. He's sitting at the edge of the bed.

His hands are on his face and sobbing. Even though I'm mad at him, I don't want seeing him like this.

I hugged him behind his back and he jumped a little. He looked at his side and I pulled away.

He turn around so he can see me. I looked at his brown eyes yet bloodshot red at the sides because of crying.

"I'm so sorry" he starts to cry again and I wiped his tears. "Stop crying. I hate seeing you like this" I told him and he took a deep breath.

"I just feel like I'm the worst boyfriend-" I cut him off by shushing him. "Don't say that" I told him and hold both of his cheeks.

"It's fine. Even though I'm mad at you, I won't stop loving you" I told him and his lips curved into a smile.

He pecked my lips and I chuckled. "I'll call Andrew tomorrow and tell him I'll be gone for a week" he said and my eyes widen.

"Why?" I asked him with my eyebrows knotted in confusion but he sniffed first before answering my question. "I'll take you somewhere and let's celebrate your birthday again.." he smiled.

"Where?" I asked him and he shrugged. "Secret" he said cheekly and gosh, he's adorable.

"Let's pack tomorrow morning. I love you" he said and kissed me. I pulled away. "Thank you" I pecked his lips. "I love you too" I hugged him and he did too.

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Now watch me whip, now watch me nae nae lmao. This is too short, I guess. :((