imagines; c. d & s. m

S. M. 》That Should Be Me

Shawn's POV

I'll be heading to Jack G's party at his house. I sighed and remembered that Y/N will be there.

I'll see her smiling around and happy, knowing I'm not the reason anymore.

·| FLASHBACK |·

"Shawn why am I going to explain the thing that I didn't even do?" She yelled while crying.

"I saw you flirting with him! You're such a slut you know that?" I yelled at her while throwing my hand in the air.

Her eyes widens and I realized I called her slut. I want to take it back but the anger filled me.

"Is that what you really call me? A slut?" She cried and I avoid looking at her.

"I didn't flirt at him okay? After those 2 years, Shawn. I take our relationship seriously" she sobs.

"There are many guys in the world and remember Shawn, I still chose you" she said.

"No matter how handsome he is or what, I never replaced you" she said one last time and left the house.

I realized how stupid I was. I sat down on the floor and broke down in tears.

Minutes passed and I stood up to get some water. After drinking, someone knocked.

I opened it and hoping it's Y/N but it's her sister, Zoe. She gave me a weak smile and I let her sat in the living room.

"I want to tell you something" she said calmly and I sat down infront of her.

"Where is Y/N?" I asked her and a tear fell on my cheek.

"She's at my house and she told me what happened. The guy you thought she is flirting with, is now comforting her."

She said and the last thing she said makes my heart shatter into pieces.

"Shawn, my sister does love you" she said and a tear fell on her cheek.

"The guy you though she's flirting with has a crush on her since childhood"

"They like each other until they grew up. But then, she met you Shawn"

"She always talks about you and she said that you always give her butterflies in the stomach"

"Ever since that day, Geo, is replaced by you. He is brokenhearted but still he waited for Y/N"

"Now the day has come, Shawn. You broke her heart and you broke your own too"

"She'll be now happy with Geo and I guess you need to move on starting by now" she said.

I rested my head on my hands and started crying. She comforted me. She stood up and whispered "I'm sorry."

I heard she left the house and I throwed the vase on the wall. Glasses are scattered on the floor.

I called Y/N many times and she's not answering. I realized that whatever happen, she still chooses me.

I cried knowing that the girl who loves me more than anything, is now with someone else.

I regret saying bad things to her and everything.

·| END OF FLASHBACK |·

I knocked on the door and I can hear the loud music inside the house.

Jack G opened it with a huge smile in his face. We did the bro thing and greeted each other.

He let me in and closed the door. My eyes landed at Y/N. She really looks beautiful.

I noticed there is a hand on her waist. It's Geo's. My heart broke and Jack G pulled me.

I faced Y/N and I gulped. She looks at me and smiled like nothing happened on us.

"I'm just going to get a drink" I heard Geo said and he smiled at me.

"I'll leave you guys two" Jack G said and my eyebrows knotted. I looked at Y/N and it's awkward silent.

"So how's life?" She asked me with a smile on her face. I miss those smiles.

"Fine" I lied and she nodded. "How about you?" I asked her and she gulped.

"Uhm, good too" she smiled and Geo came. He handed her a cookie which is her favorite.

"What's up bro?" Geo smiled and I nodded with a fake smile.

"I need to go to talk with the boys" I told them even though I won't. They both nodded and I sat down on the couch while others are dancing.

"Are you okay?" I heard someone asked and I looked at my side, it's Jack J.

"I just can't look at Y/N with Geo. She's now happy without me and it hurts" I said and I'm about to cry.

"I know. I don't want to be fake a friend but I want to tell you personally that it's your fault" he said and I nodded.

"I know, it's all mine" I said and a tear fell on my cheek. He patted my shoulder and left.

I just sat here that feels like hours and I looked at Y/N who's dancing with Geo.

They look so inlove with each other. "That should be me" I mumbled and I stood up and left Jack G's house.

I'm crying rn wtf. It's Flamin Geo
I think he's hot tho lmao. Reminds me of the song 'That Should Be Me' by JB lol.