imagines; c. d & s. m

S. M. 》But I'm Pregnant..

It's already 10:30 pm and I'm still waiting for Shawn to get home. My phone vibrated and starts ringing.
Speaking of Shawn....

"I'll be home in ten minutes and I need to tell you something" he said as I smiled. "Me too" I said and ended the phone call.

I don't know how to say it but I'll just go with it. I'm happy because this is what I want in life.

Have a baby with Shawn and get married soon. I smiled thinking that Shawn will be a perfect father.

It's been ten minutes and I heard the door closed. I turned around revealing the guy I love the most.

A big smile shows on my face when I saw him. I hugged him surprisingly, he didn't hugged back.

"Is everything okay?" I asked him as he sighed. My eyebrows knotted and I wonder what's his problem.

We sat on the couch as my smile didn't disappeared on my face. He spoke up first before I could say anything else.

"I wanna break up with you" he said and my face dropped. What? But why? How about our baby?

"But why? We're happy and we don't have a problem" I said and tears are now falling from my cheeks.

"I just- I don't love you anymore" he said causing my heart to sink in. I pulled my lips in. I don't know what to say.

What can I do? He doesn't love me anymore.. I can't force someone to love me back. But I'm pregnant.

"But there's an important thing I need to tell you" I said while playing with my fingers.

"Save it" he said and stood up. "But I'm pregnant..." I sob but then he closed the door leaving me broken.

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It's been three years and I raised our son, Maxon, which is supposed to be called 'my' son since his father is not able to see nor take care of him.

I'm wearing a green jacket, black tanktop, ripped jeans and adidas. Don't hate me, I'm not that old to dress up like a teenager.

Our son definitely looks like Shawn. Whenever he asks me where's his father, I just told him that he's at work like going to studio and stuff.

We're at a supermarket and we're buying a lot of food. "Mommy! I want some muffin!" He squealed.

I gulped and it reminds me of his father. "Okay" I smiled at him and he grabbed one pack that consists five muffins inside and he put it inside the cart.

While I'm pushing the cart with Maxon beside me, someone called me.

"Y/N!" I looked back and it's Gilinsky. He saw the kiddo beside me causing his jaw to drop.

"Is that your son?" He asked in shock as I chuckle and nodded. He carried him.

"Who is he mommy?" Maxon asked and Jack asked him. "What's your name little boy?"

"Maxon" he said and right after, we heard guys yelling and running. I laughed when I saw behind Jack, revealing the Magcon.

"Y/N!" They screamed like girls. They all hugged me as I laughed I heard them saying 'I miss you'.

"Are they your boyfriends mommy?" Maxon asked and we all laughed.

"We're your mom's old friends" Taylor said as Maxon smiled. "He looks like Shawn" Jack J said.

"Yeah, he looks like him" Cameron said as all of them agreed. "Can we play?" Maxon asked and Taylor gave him a funny face.

I laughed but something caught my eye causing my face to drop. It's Shawn.

He saw me and I quickly looked away. "Y/N?" He breathed as I avoided his eye contact.

"Wow, you already moved on.." he breathed as I quickly think of an excuse.

"We need to go, I need to organize something in my house" I faked a smile and they nodded.

"But Mom we're going to play!" Maxon complained. "They can come over to our house" I said.

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Someone knocked on our door and Maxon squealed knowing that it'll be the boys.

I opened it and Maxon lift his arms. Taylor carried him and started playing.

I'm organizing the food that we bought a while ago while they play along with Maxon.

Something caught my eye. Shawn is playing with Maxon. I love the sight but then Maxon said something.

"You have the same name just like my dad's" he chuckled causing my face to dropped.

Shawn stopped and looked at me. I looked away quickly and continue organizing the food and things in the kitchen.

"Y/N?" I heard a familiar voice said. I don't look back because I know it's Shawn.

"Please let's talk...." he said and I sighed. "There's nothing to talk about, Shawn" I said.

"Who is his father?" He asked me and I looked away. "You..." I said and tears are now forming on my eyes.

"But why you didn't tell me?" His voice softens and I knew he's on the edge of crying.

"Well if you didn't broke up with me then maybe you'll find out" I said with sarcasm.

"And basically, you told me to save it so I did" I said making him feel stupid.

"I want to start over..." he said causing me let out a little laugh while I shook my head.

"Start over? Maxon grew up without knowing or seeing his true father. I let him believe that you're busy through your career" I sighed.

"You know how it hurts to see our kid growing up without a father? Everytime we're walking on the park he became sad because he saw kids playing with their own father" I cried quietly.

"Maybe Maxon starts to wonder what does it feel like to play or to be loved by his own father" I said and a tear fell on Shawn's cheek.

"I'm so sorry... I didn't know" he sobs quietly. He came near to me and hugged me but I didn't hugged back.

"I'll take care of our son starting from now on" he said and pulled away.

"Mom, is that Daddy?" I heard Maxon asked as Shawn turned away. He carried Maxon as he pouted.

"Why Mom's crying?" He asked as I quickly shook my head and wipe my tear.

"Nothing" I fake a smile and kissed his cheek. "I'm your daddy" Shawn said while looking and smiling at him.

My eyes widens and my lips parted a little. Maxon's jaw dropped and wrap his short arms around Shawn's neck.

Shawn hugged him with a smile on his face. "I love you daddy" Maxon said and I looked at them in awe.

"I love you too, little boy" he smiled and kissed his forehead. "I love you too, mommy" Shawn looked at me.

I can't help it. I blushed and he kissed my forehead as they all cheered.

I chuckled and I didn't know that they're looking at us. Shawn set Maxon down and he ran to Taylor.

Taylor carried him and Shawn quickly grabbed my hips, pulling me closer to him.

He kissed me passionately and we pulled away. We chuckled and I heard Taylor said "Now, they're done. Open your eyes kiddo."

We laughed and Shawn hugged me once again. "I love you Y/N" he whispered through my ear while he snuggles his face in to the crook of my neck.

"I love you too, Shawn" I said and I can feel that he smiled through my neck.