imagines; c. d & s. m

| S. M. | Hates |

'Eww you're ugly'

'Idk why Shawn likes you'

I read thousand of comments about Shawn and I. Many thoughts are running through my head when Shawn got my attention.

"Hey babe" he said and kissed my forehead. I patted the seat next to me.

"What's wrong?" He asked me while he sat down. I sighed and looked at him.

"I think we should break up" I said and he sighed in disbelief. "B-but w-why?" He asked me while a tear fell on my cheek.

"I don't love you anymore, Shawn" I lied and his eyes are now glossy, ready to cry.

"Did I do something wrong?" He asked and I shook my head. "I just don't love you anymore, Shawn. That's it" I lied and left the house.

I cried while walking. All I said to Shawn is lie. I just can't handle the hates.

It kills me. I'm sitting on a park where Shawn and I met. I rememeber he's sitting on the edge of the bench, playing his guitar.

All of the memories are running through my head causing me to feel guilty and ache inside me.

Shawn's POV

I can't believe Y/N said that. My heart is broken into thousand pieces when she said I don't love you anymore Shawn.

I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't cheat on her, I treat her like a princess and besides I love her more than anything.

I cried and I throwed the vase on the wall. I go upstairs and locked myself.

I sat on the bed and I looked beside me, hoping that Y/N will be there but she wasn't.

I opened the drawer and I found her phone and a piece of paper. I chose to read the paper first.

Hey Shawn, cuddlebug, cutie, muffin,

I don't even know how to start this but I just want to thank you for all the efforts you put in our relationship.

I'm actually lucky for having you. You make me feel like I'm the luckiest girl.

No words can express how much I love you. Thank you isn't enough for all the efforts you gave me.

I just wanna say that you deserve better, Shawn. You deserve better than having me.

There are many girls out there, Shawn. One of them can be your wife and I know it'll not be me.

Look at me Shawn, I'm a mess. I'm useless and worthless. I don't want to ruin your life just because of me.

I'm sorry if I wasted your time. But I really appreciate that you always make me happy.

I never doubted  you, Shawn. I never. Now if you think that I found another guy, you're wrong.

No one can replace you. I don't know how long will it takes for me to move on.

Just don't think about me and live your life. Be happy, not like me who just wanna die early.

Live your life, Shawn. Life is short so be happy and achieve your goals in life.

You always make me proud. I do love you and I guess it's a goodbye for now.

There is no good in goodbye for me because I'm leaving a special and lovely guy who I really love the most.

Don't think that I don't love you anymore, it's just that I can't handle the hates.

Yes, Shawn. I have thousand of hates because they don't want us to be together.

That's why I left you because I know you can do so much better and I don't deserve you.

You're too perfect and flawless. Me? I'm a mess, Shawn. But that mess are gone when I'm with you.

But your fans don't like me. There's nothing I can do about it. They're more important than me.

Because of them, you're now famous and you're now reaching your goals in life.

Me? You'll get nothing from me. That's why I told you already, I'm useless.

Go and find some other girl which will make you happier. Which your fans will like.

While I'm recovering from leaving you behind. This it the last time I'm going to say that I love you.

And I really really do, Shawn.

Love, Y/N ♥

I read the whole paper and I didn't noticed that I'm crying a lot. I'm now sobbing.

My heart is aching and I looked at her phone. I opened her twitter and instagram, all I can see is hates.

I tweeted something about defending Y/N from them which is not really in a bad way.

I stood up and decided to go in the park where we first met. I just need some air.

As I'm going near to the park, I heard someone singing. It has a familiar voice.

Maybe I'm just a kid inlove

I recognized that, that is what I'm singing when we first met. I walked near to her and sat down.

She's crying and she wiped all the tears and looked at me. Her eyes widens.

"What are you doing here? Stop wasting your time to me" she sniffed.

"I'm not wasting my time when I'm with you Y/N. Why you didn't tell me that you're getting tons of hate?"
I asked her.

"Because I know it's true, Shawn. You deserve better and I'm ugly, use-" I cut her off by kissing her.

"I deserve you and you deserve me. I love you Y/N and I don't want to be without you" I said.

"Shawn, just stop and listen to me. Go and find another girl" she said and I stood up.

"I won't listen to you! You can't just give me to another girl when I want is you!" I said while throwing my hand in the air.

"I fucking love you Y/N. They can't stop us and no one" I said while a tear fell on my cheek.

"I love you too Shawn but-" I cut her off. "See? We love each other and no one can stop it. That's it" I said.

I kneeled infront of her so I'm facing her. She looked at me and her eyes are now red from crying.

"Let's continue everything okay? No one is stopping us if we really do love each other" I told her.

She smiled a little and she cupped my face. "I love you Shawn" she whispered and I kissed her.

"I love you too Y/N" I said and I kissed her once again. We don't care about the hates as long as I know that Y/N will be here with me, forever.

Don't forget that you guys are beautiful and not worthless or either useless. Be happy and forget the bullshits in your life. It just ruins your happiness. Be happy because YOLO. lmao love you guys ♥