transparent people

please

I want you to notice me.
I want you to see the tears that stream down my face
when you mention her
and the way my hand shakes when you tell me you love me
and the way I close my eyes when you hug me, because I cant bear to see anyone else. 
I want you to see me.

I want you to hear me.
I want you to hear the way my voice shakes when I tell you I love you.
I want you to hear me break down when you call her babe.
I want you to hear me cry out for help as im laying in my own blood, wishing you would love me again.
I want you to hear me.

please, please just notice me again.