transparent people

hello

hello,
we haven't talked in quite some time.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hating you and calling you ugly. I'm sorry for no believing in you and I'm sorry for putting down your dreams. I'm sorry for not blocking out what people said, even though it was hurtful. I tried desperately to put makeup on your face, cover up your stomach in large sweatshirts so people wouldn't see your "fat". I'm so sorry that I gave up on you after your father slapped you that one night, with his girlfriend in the other room. I'm sorry you had to hold back your words and swallow them, just like those pills you know you didn't need, just so you wouldn't get in trouble. I'm sorry you're never able to do the things you want because I was always getting in the way...but I've realized I love you. and you know why I love you? because I am you. and i love you so much.

love,
yourself.