Our one year is coming up. I want to give you something. But I can't. I don't think writing you something will be that special because I'm always doing that. You deserve the world, but I can't give you anything that you would actually enjoy. And even if I could, I don't think that would be enough.
I miss you so fucking much.
I am so sorry.
And I can't apologize enough to you. In friendships or relationships there is a maximum on how many times you say sorry.
I think I past that a while back. And after you say it so much, it loses meaning. I really hope you're okay.
We're too attached to each other. We can't proceed our days without talking to each other. I'm not saying that's a bad thing, it's a good thing. Helps your communication skills? Maybe?
I don't have a good reason why I'm not texting you.
It's nothing you did. You didn't make me angry or ignore me. The complete opposite actually. You make me happy. You don't know how hard it is to make me happy, it's pretty complicated. I'm a complicated person, if you didn't know that already.
I apologize way too much.
I'm a very stubborn person, you have to understand that.
YOU ARE READING
for you
PoetryI wrote this for you: just the words. I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and for you only. Everyone else who reads it, doesn't get it. They may think they get it, but they don't.
